“cause these hands build and break, just what you ask they do. and these bones are etched in scars there left defending you” -mi capitan
She/Her
Level 73
Legendary Procrastinator
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  • Kokano
    Public • August 28, 2025, 1:06 pm
    okay, in regards to the last wall post, I made a formal poll you can vote on for what i should do when 1.5k comes around.

    link

    (im doing this early so i have enough time to plan for the contest)
  • Kokano
    Public • August 27, 2025, 4:16 pm
    just wondering, should i do a contest for 1.5k followers on skindex?
    considering a song contest, biome contest, or reshade if so.

    if enough people think i should, then ill create a forum poll to see what you guys would rather prefer (i might also host the contest on pmc too).
    lavenderskies252025-08-27 21:03:09
    oooooh you should do the biome contest that sounds fun
    WileyKitKat2025-08-27 19:15:18
    Ohh, that’s a good idea! You could also have an option for people to have you assign a song to them, because I think that would be fun- at the same time, making them pick for themselves is less work on you lol
    Kokano2025-08-27 19:12:09
    if the song option gets chosen, i will definitely go through my playlist to find enough clean songs to put in the list (id just let people pick whichever one they want to use; I think last time I just assigned songs to people).
    WileyKitKat2025-08-27 17:29:36
    Song would be cool! Preferably a clean option for some people if requested, but deffo would be cool!
    Crayon82025-08-27 17:05:12
    Yeah, i would honelsty join, i like the biome one the best, but all of them sound good
    jellyfishh2025-08-27 16:54:36
    a song contest would be cool
    Wyns2025-08-27 16:54:14
    a biome contest would be cool
  • Kokano
    Public • August 22, 2025, 10:24 pm
    has skindex not been working for anyone else these days? i keep getting gateway timeout errors and it’s just overall super slow

    is this just me?
    LuluOscura2025-08-23 08:40:56
    yeah, yesterday for a while it didn't load
    aiithan2025-08-22 22:30:18
    same here! the whole site seems to be having a lot of issues for everyone
    i haven't been able to get on at all today
  • Kokano
    Public • July 31, 2025, 7:56 pm
    okay, uh, this is going to be an odd sort of post, but i just have a simple question
    do we prefer a good ending or a bad ending?

    came up with an alternative to my original ending idea from a few weeks ago, and now im not sure which to use
    if no one responds, im deleting this post and just using the wheel, but i thought id try to get actual human opinions ig
    1989QueenOfficial2025-08-01 09:06:42
    thats what suzzane collins was thinking every time she sat down to write the hunger games books
    1989QueenOfficial2025-08-01 09:05:30
    GOOD ENDING

    the book/movie can make me cry as long as it has a good ending, if it has a bad ending then im throwing the book across the room/smashing my tv and will spend 2356872972 hours at a therapist office talking about how that book/movie traumatized me
    Crayon82025-08-01 03:44:56
    If your gonna make like a second book that's like a continuation then def bad, I honestly would prefer the bad one :) it would be a bit more interesting cause most books now are really predictable.
    Kokano2025-07-31 22:56:20
    the bad ending isn’t necessarily sad, just not very preferable for the main character considering everything that happened to her over the course of a few months. but the bad ending does tie more into the ending of the previous book more than the good ending- the good ending is more like everything was real, and the bad ending is the opposite.
    jellyfishh2025-07-31 22:20:01
    good endings. sad endings too sad
    WOLFAkita2025-07-31 20:47:03
    i think a good ending is slightly sad, but the worst endings are INCOMPLETE and i despise those.

    so yeh, bittersweet
    WileyKitKat2025-07-31 20:37:26
    Yeahh, bittersweet is good! You could also give people a choice, good ending or bad. Or if you want to make children cry, being an author is one of the most legal ways to do it :D
    lavenderskies252025-07-31 20:29:55
    i like bittersweet endings :D
  • Kokano
    Public • July 26, 2025, 5:02 am
    why’s it got to be so hard making or even finding a pfp to use, like it actually should not be this difficult
    ive used like two picrews tonight already and I don’t like either of them enough to use as pfps, and I literally do not like any sort of media or anything.
    almost tempted to just use something that someone else made for me a while back, yet I’m not comfortable using another person’s art for me even though im pretty sure i asked for their permission back then
    WileyKitKat2025-07-28 15:23:31
    Okay, nice! Thanks so much, this si super helpful! I've started the pm, but if you've already started it, that's okay too!
    Kokano2025-07-28 15:17:23
    oh, that’s basically a small top hat she’s wearing, and the blue bit on the ribbon is a moon bead.
    and yes on the right side of the head is a blue hair clip, and a part of her hair (being clipped up there) kind of fades from purple to pink.
    for other stuff you didn’t ask about, she has a small black horn that fades into pink at the tips. both of her eyes are pink, and you can choose what to do with the ghost (like if you want it to still be over the face or have it floating next to her or something).
    black shirt with a purple tie and white gloves
    blue shorts with a gray chain over it
    black heeled boots with pink lacing, and white/purple striped socks
    two black earrings on the right and one black earring on the left


    and I think that’s all

    picrew is actually a website that stores all sorts of different character creators other people have made (in short)
    and alright, I’ll have to gather up some other images first but yeah the pm would be easier to use
    WileyKitKat2025-07-27 17:07:06
    Oh, yes please! The picrews would he awesome! It doesn't look too complicated at all, but I am having a bit of trouble telling exactly what everything is.. it's looking like she has one of those rag hats but only on the back left side of her head, on her left, and has a hair clip of some sort on the right? It's not too complicated, I'd just hate to get it wrong is all, so if you wanted to give me a run-down of what everything is, I'd love that!
    I don't know what a picrew is, but maybe that will give me a clearer view of everything, so I dunno.

    Also the lore thing is understandable lol, I think I have an idea of the sort of pose I'll do! And making a pm might actually be better than chatting here lol, be less messy X)
    Kokano2025-07-27 16:03:17
    alright, that sounds good
    then here’s the link to the current version of my persona (however, please let me know if it’s too complicated to draw, I know there’s a loott of details and the last thing I want is to overwhelm you, so if this is a design you don’t think you’ll be able to do, then please let me know so I can find something easier).

    I’ve also got some picrews made of her if you want me to send those in a personal message.
    uh personality? basically like mine sort of (relatively calm and quiet). she doesn’t smile much either. idk, I never really thought much about her personality and stuff even though I’ve been creating lore for her in my head for two years.
    WileyKitKat2025-07-26 23:43:40
    I may go for a somewhat relaxed pose, something not too dynamic, but something that fits your main person's personality. And do not you worry about complexity in terms of style, Kay? I bet it'll be just fine :D

    So yeah! Just a link to the skin and/or drawings, the more references you wanna provide the better, and a list of important details that really make your persona who they are, as well as personality, speech style, ect. would be amazing!!
    Kokano2025-07-26 22:31:51
    uh, hm, I don’t really have very many ideas for it, other than it would probably include either my main persona or an oc, however that depends on what you’re most comfortable with drawing in terms of details/accessories, so like I wouldn’t want to bombard you with an overly complex design to draw if you have trouble with those normally and prefer simple designs.
    same with background and pose stuff too, that would also depend on what you usually do for those/are most comfortable with personally. everyone has their own skill levels when it comes to whatever, and same with what they like and don’t like in art, so I wouldn’t want to give you something you know you’re going to struggle with right away.
    WileyKitKat2025-07-26 13:33:15
    Yeahhh, I'd love to! Whatxha thinkin? I can draft all kinds for concept art, and do not worry about asking me to change or fix anything. You could get to where I'm almost ready to start the actual thing and change your mind completely, I don't care.
    I wanna make something you like, so be extremely picky, okay? I don't mind a bit, I won't think you're annoying, you won't be bothering me a bit, honest. It would make me upset if you didn't make me fix something you didn't like, I'd rather you make me change it a bunch than say it's fine like it is when it isn't, Kay?

    Sorry bout the paragraph, but I just wanted to stress that it's okay, because I get people trying to be polite about things like this a lot, and I don't want you to do that
    Kokano2025-07-26 12:44:01
    ah, that’s very nice of you! thanks for the offer
    you could if you wanted to, but i won’t force you to do anything you don’t actually want to do (it’s not really a big deal if I don’t have a pfp, I’m just trying to get a discord pfp so it’s also not a black image too)
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  • Kokano
    Public • July 25, 2025, 5:26 pm
    please, can someone explain to me how i didn’t get burned out making 252 skins for skinfight last month, however im barely halfway through my list of alt outfits to remake and im already burned out from that?
    how does that even make any sense?
    Kokano2025-07-25 18:23:19
    yeah, but I’m just remaking designs in both sf and in making alt outfits, so i’m not really sure what the difference is here with burn out
    Mxple_Starz2025-07-25 17:41:50
    having to design stuff makes things harder
  • Kokano
    Public • July 16, 2025, 4:27 pm
    somehow already have a proper ending when im not even at the twenty-second chapter yet
    how is that possible, ive got like probably another year to go at this rate before i can even get there, and i randomly came up with the ending today
  • Kokano
    Public • July 13, 2025, 2:13 pm
    mountains are coming to an end soon, rip
    hoping I can get this pov finished by tonight, ive spent a whole week on this one
    and then its time for the planet to return, and then castle, and then idek (walking to a house ig?)

    why do i even still put updates here, its not like anyone’s going to even understand what these are for
    Kokano2025-07-15 13:34:54
    ah interesting
    yeah, ill think about it for a little bit/today and maybe I’ll come to a decision later today or tomorrow
    WileyKitKat2025-07-15 11:32:38
    Oh, that's awesome! That's kind of how my story started- I began thinking of why my character looked the way she did- that's super cool!
    Alright, that sounds good! And hey, I don't mean to pressure you at all- this is your decision entirely. Make the decision you like best, not the one you think other people will like
    Kokano2025-07-15 02:14:25
    i guess in a way, yeah. though I already had most of the characters made for the first one (as I wanted to try writing a book with my skindex/pmc ocs I had at the time and see where that would go) and i just kept making more since then.
    huh that actually makes a lot of sense. i’ll think about it for a bit first before asking if anyone else would want to read it too or not and I’ll have to figure out how id do it from there
    WileyKitKat2025-07-14 22:34:17
    Ohh, okay! That makes sense now! That's pretty neat- writing all of that for 2 years must have given you a lot of time to refine everything, do lots of world building, and define each of the characters!
    That makes sense. Bear with me here, I'm going to use a food analogy- but can you blame a biggie? ToT
    There have been food places that will take things off thier menu because no one likes them, but I really liked that food, and I'm sad I can't get more of it. Or, likewise, when one of my favorite creators stops posting. I get that it can be disheartening when you have 128 views and 2 likes on a story, but those two people didn't just look at it, right? They genuinely read your work, and though, "This si good- I liked that."
    But, that's just something to keep in mind- that's not to convince you, I only meant it as encouragement
    Kokano2025-07-14 21:46:08
    before the story started? no, except for two of them kind of (those two had just met before the last book ended). but if you mean before they split up, yeah, though when they split up it was originally eight of them and now there’s ten.
    yeah I was looking through one of them and i think I started writing these in june 2023.
    and idk.. I might have to make a wall post asking if people genuinely want me to do that and i might consider it. but the last time I tried sharing a story, people seemed to have lost interest by part two or three of the prologue so i stopped (not like i even finished chapter one or anything for that to even matter..)
    WileyKitKat2025-07-14 19:02:52
    Oh, they all knew eachother before hand?
    And yeah, that's defo a struggle- I hope it all works out smoothly!! 5th book, eh? You've written a lot, then! If you do share it in a blog, I'd like to read the other books too, if you have them on the doc! I'm sure other people would as well! But you could also add a summary in the 5th just in case people either don't wanna read the others, or would like a flashback summary thingy
    Kokano2025-07-14 17:57:41
    I guess, though that wasn’t their original reason for splitting up, i think before it was just that they wanted to explore the regions to see if they could find anything useful
    and idk I haven’t gotten that far yet, im still figuring out what the gems are used for. im like multitasking determining what happens right now, what happens in like two chapters from now, and endgame story stuff all at once.
    i have it in a google doc already (it’s actually in two because I’m writing it on one attached to my personal email and then I copy and paste it over to the official doc on a junk email account).
    though I think it would still be better if I were to share it in a pmc blog because there’s some stuff I would have to change or remove from the original version so it’s better for other people to read. along with probably a summary of what happens before cause this is actually the fifth book in this random series of stories with my ocs-
    WileyKitKat2025-07-14 16:29:55
    Ohh, so they all realize they're looking for these shards and begin grouping up, right? And ah- that's my bad lol.
    Oh man, that sounds so cool!! So the gems all combine into a sort of device that stops everything? Sort of like the Infinity stones, but not too much alike?
    I see.. that's a valid thought. If you ever do want to share it, you could always (if you already have it all on a Google Doc) share the link with people without giving editor access? That way you aren't stabbing their eyeses with words, but it is there, available. If you're uncomfortable with sharing your e-mail, I've had the same worry- so, I created a new e-mail specifically for things like that lol. If you do decide to do that, please, send me the link! Or if it's in a wallpost that's good, too- I really like reading, and I've almost never not enjoyed a book or online story I've read (unless the grammar is atrocious, that kills it for me- it's unreadable) but I'd like to read the first book and what you have of this one, if you feel comfortable sharing! If ntk, totally fine
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  • Kokano
    Public • July 1, 2025, 7:27 pm
    love how i can just listen to a song two or three times and it already gets stuck in my head, whereas songs I’ve been listening to for months or even years leave my brain after five minutes without it playing.

    but then again, the song that’s stuck in my head atm literally just seems to play the same one or two lines over again
  • Kokano
    Public • June 14, 2025, 9:51 pm
    ALMOST DONE
    TWO MORE DANCES AND IM FINALLY FREE
    my feet are screaming in pain

    hardest dance next and then last one to end the show and then im going home, taking off all this ugly clown makeup, eating, and recording two speedpaints cause even though I’m technically at attack 102, the one I’m currently working on is not meant to be attack 102, as I’m saving that for a very specific skin (if you know, you know)
  • Kokano
    Public • June 14, 2025, 5:42 pm
    one more show and its all over finally. im dying lol
    on a break for the next three hours, so time to speedrun attacks while I’m waiting
    WileyKitKat2025-06-14 20:04:36
    I see.. I hope this one goes better, I'm glad you were able to get better on the first and last dances! I hope you get good rest when you get home
    Kokano2025-06-14 18:36:46
    eh, I feel like I did a little better on the first two dances and the last one, but the two pointe dances I’m in both went horribly this time. it’s all due to my toes/feet though as they’ve been getting worse and hurting way more these past few days.
    cant wait to go home and “sleep” lol
    WileyKitKat2025-06-14 18:07:47
    How'd it go? Do you feel like you did better?
  • Kokano
    Public • June 13, 2025, 9:25 pm
    doors open in five minutes, i am so scared because i’m the first one on/opening the show-
    well, here we go-

    (edit: it went horribly. now im wishing we only still had the two shows like we normally do cause im already absolutely dying. and ive got two more tomorrow ;-;)
    Kokano2025-06-13 22:19:38
    thank you!!
    didn’t go the best but it’s only opening night and we still have two more shows tomorrow to try and be better then.
    Kokano2025-06-13 22:19:02
    ah thanks
    Kokano2025-06-13 22:18:48
    yeah I’m pretty sure we also do the break a leg thing
    WileyKitKat2025-06-13 22:17:26
    Good luck!!
    ajthepeach2025-06-13 21:43:14
    I BELIEVE IN YOU
    lavenderskies252025-06-13 21:31:00
    OH WOW
    um... break a leg??? do dancers say that? i've only been in theater lol ;-;
  • Kokano
    Public • June 12, 2025, 9:37 pm
    help
    the first show is tomorrow night and my feet HURT SO BAD already and i don’t know what to do-
    guys, dance is NOT easy, even though it may look easy from the audience, in reality we are in so much pain

    it also doesn’t really help that the floor in the theater is cement and the stage floor is so terrible
  • Kokano
    Public • May 14, 2025, 2:10 pm
    i wish i had as much motivation as i do now for writing again as I do for homework and preparing for finals :/
    it’s always one or the other, never both (yet at the same time, I’ve been way too exhausted to write at night now, so I’ve been having to cram time in for it in the morning)

    why does motivation work this strangely
  • Kokano
    Public • April 23, 2025, 6:27 pm
    excuse me, why is bedwars season three already coming, that was NOT on the hive roadmap the last time I checked (which was a few days ago).
    sobbing, I haven’t even fully completed season one (I’m still not at level 50 yet ;-;), season two came out at the end of january, and season three is now already in progress and is going to add level 100
    like what is this. they don’t update the game for a year and now all of a sudden we’re getting two seasons this year??

    skywars is already horrible enough after they added prestiges, and now they’re giving the sweats even more of a reason to infest bedwars again, and then suddenly it will be treasure wars all over again.

    like can we at least get level 100 in hide and seek or deathrun first?? I’ve been maxed in both for over a year and I’ve just basically been playing bw, ground wars, bridge, and gravity just waiting for those two to be updated again.

    alright, there’s my rant of the week
    WileyKitKat2025-05-03 02:23:28
    That is odd.. they must have decided they weren't being strict enough, that's what my parents did. But I have met some mean people on here who pretend to be nice and even say they're nice, and that's not even the worst of what people experience, so it's understandable, y'know..? But yeah, it can get a bit stressful, huh?
    Kokano2025-05-02 23:45:58
    probably not. still been trying to keep this all a secret for four years, and it can be a bit hard sometimes.
    though that wouldn’t be the first time they got mad at me for using sites like this. however its weird because now that I think about it, I remember having an account on a lego site when I was like seven and you could comment on other people’s posts, and my parents never seemed to care-
    i suppose so. I don’t even use adblockers too
    WileyKitKat2025-05-02 13:13:56
    Ahh, ok. So you aren't supposed to be on here? Seems lots of people lately have been getting found out, and revealing they're here in secret lol. Not judging if you are, but I'm also not trying to assume, that's my bad.
    The ad thing could be because bigger companies don't market to you due to incognito, so that means smaller ads? Or that's my guess anyway, but that is odd!
    Kokano2025-05-02 12:38:07
    for one, trying to keep myself safe. i made the dumb mistake of not doing that four years ago and that led to my original skindex account getting deleted (by parents) and then blocking skindex and pmc on my computer.
    id rather not go through any of that again, so I’m trying not to leave traces you know-
    and also because of ads and stuff. though I’m unsure if it’s because I use the sites on my phone and not a computer, or if it’s because I don’t use the regular browser out of incognito, but I don’t get a lot of ads actually. or at least, not the huge annoying ones that cover your entire screen all the time
    WileyKitKat2025-05-02 10:23:13
    Ah, ok. Are you not allowed to be on here, or do not trust computers/ai, or something else, if you don't mind my aaking?
    Kokano2025-05-02 01:07:39
    nope, because I use pmc (and skindex) on my phone and whenever I sign into a site and close the tab, it automatically signs me out every time.
    that might also be because I only use incognito mode, but yeah. I don’t really have a problem with not staying signed in, just as long as the site doesn’t randomly sign me out while I’m the middle of using it of course.
    Kokano2025-05-01 15:35:45
    it’s fine. during the week, I really only log on when I’m ready to start posting skins for the weekend, or unless I really need to check something with my account. but otherwise, I normally check pmc multiple times a day but without logging in (because I can’t be bothered to every time).
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  • Kokano
    Public • April 23, 2025, 1:27 pm
    whoops- registration for next year’s classes apparently open tomorrow and I’m over here panicking because I haven’t picked a single class I want to take next year
    and I don’t know what to do-
    Kokano2025-04-24 01:30:29
    oops-
    well at least you’ve got your classes picked out, i’m still figuring out mine
    partyweevil2025-04-23 20:54:33
    dont worry i decided in the 2 hours before mine opened
    Kokano2025-04-23 13:43:30
    aaaaaaaaah-
    ajthepeach2025-04-23 13:30:04
    FIGURE IT OUT THATS WHAT YOU DO. RUUUUN
  • Kokano
    Public • April 14, 2025, 7:30 pm
    i’ve been noticing that several more people have been trying to replicate my style for some reason, and i’m not sure why..
    like guys, I thought y’all hated how i color them, and there’s been like four people using it now (one was just using it for a skin study, but that still counts. and I’m not counting those who kept the tint from the rc).

    i mean, I could literally care less if people use it and not even credit me because that’s the least of my worries, but I have no idea what to think about this-
    TheGuyAcrossSpace2025-04-14 23:59:17
    tbf there are genuinely people who have done the "monochromatic" red thing for just as long, if not longer, but I think you should keep in mind that people often look up to experienced people whose taste matches theirs. So they then draw inspiration, but that ofc can still lead to copying, (since it seems to be a trend recently, I think they are stealing a bit). also keep in mind that anyone's techniques (including yours) are learnt from other peoples styles, thats just how learning works

    I know this is becoming ramble-y (and a bit unrelated), but in the past I was kinda paranoid that people might be stealing elements of my skins, but I realized thats because i was only focusing on stuff that happened to align with what i did. ofc there were still people who were inspired off of my skins, but I would ask them credit and they would provide it

    I think your skins are genuinely good, an irl friend of mine looks up to your work
    rainyafternoon2025-04-14 20:13:51
    I mean i literally followed you because I thought the red was cool, idk why anyone would follow you that hates it
    WileyKitKat2025-04-14 19:46:07
    I've always thought the red was nice; I've been considering doing a skin like what you do, but tinting it blue.
  • Kokano
    Public • April 13, 2025, 5:02 pm
    i don’t want tomorrow to come.
    please, time, can we skip monday so I don’t have to take my test. I am terrified of my math test tomorrow morning, and I really don’t want to do it. i’m not ready, even with a whole index card I can use on it.
  • Kokano
    Public • April 12, 2025, 1:31 pm
    was making a skin and I think I accidentally hit reset skin :/
    extremely demotivating, and I was actually sort of liking the colors after I started shading.
    there goes thirty minutes of work down the drain
    but I have to restart because it’s for a tourney
    Kokano2025-04-12 19:03:58
    ehh.. not really so far
    the hair looks too light on the remade version, but when I try to make it slightly darker, it looks even worse. and some of the other colors also don’t look too great on the new version as opposed to the first one before I accidentally deleted it. (I don’t even know how I managed to delete it, one moment I was shading the arms and the next, the whole editor got cleared and I didn’t even notice the pop up to confirm removal).
    Wyns2025-04-12 16:20:14
    oh, that sucks D:
    well, who knows, maybe you’ll like the new version more after recreating it!
  • Kokano
    Public • April 12, 2025, 12:35 pm
    man, finally, level 70 after being trapped on the previous level for basically a whole year (I’m not sure how long it’s been actually).
    I no longer have to see such a disgusting, terrible number on my page

    but the xp to get to level 71 is scaring me already-
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