WileyKitKat

Thank y’all for the kind comments, I really appreciate them. I’m alright now, Dad aploogized and said his reaction was really uncalled for, and I apologized to him as well- Mom didn’t though loll, and she wouldn’t accept any of my apologies
Anyways, sorry if I scared anyone, Dad doesn’t really scream a lot anymore so I can’t imagine it’ll happen again anytime soon :D
We did indeed label it as victim mentality after we had all calmed down though, and I agree with it

I wish my parents would make more of an effort to understand me instead of labeling it all as victim mentality and telling me I’m being disrespectful and screaming at me, therefore making it harder for me to not panic
For the first time ever today my mom told me to stop making myslef
hyperventilate
She used to be in my side and protect me from when Dad screamed at me
What am I supposed to do anymore

IXFYADX thank you for the spam! :D

I had a really weird dream this morning
I woke up just feeling kind of scared and freaked out
So I guess I was watching this random baby, and it was in a hospital bed (maybe they were monitoring its condition?) anyways it looked really happy, it was cooing and goo goo ga ga-ing, and then all of a sudden it DIES
I DONT KNOW
And then the doctors came in and said it died of anger and it scared me cause what do you mean?? The baby was so angry it died, and it was angry at me? But it looked happy and I didn’t do anything?? So that really stuck with me all day
Oh and also my mom felt like she wasn’t good enough so she left, and we couldn’t find her and she never came back so I was left alone with my baby (two separate dreams, not at all connected, but all the characters were the same)