I finally reached Level 50, and now I'm Grandmaster, I already have reached it one or two times when I was inactive, but it got reduced with some skins that I deleted, I think I lost kind of a high amount of XP by these deleted skins, I would probably be around Level 55 if I never deleted a skin, but that's OK and in the final I don't care that much about XP.

they dont know. you dont know. i know though, and i wont tell you

Something happened again that could end my life, but in the end everything was fine and I've resolved it, but it really feels like something is chasing me to try to end my life, as I simply can't stay "well".

Today I ended up waking up later, and I realized later that it was because my cell phone was turned off (by itself) and I didn't hear the alarm, so I had a routine planned to get back to things I was procrastinating, and now I won't be able to because I wasted time, but it's the least of it, now my cell phone had something.

I don't know if anyone remembers, but I said here that, when I was watching Netflix, my cell phone simply restarted itself and said I had to do a Factory Reset, I was desperate because I have countless important things on my cell phone, but I resolved it by simply choosing the option to turn on again.

And today it happened again in a different way, but less hopeful to a good ending, I tried to turn on the cell phone by holding down the Power button for a long time, and the same screen again, but it wasn't the same, it was something like "Cannot load Android system...", I just chose Try Again and turned on again, but seriously, why this out of nowhere?

Backup is not easy, because I would have to pay for more storage on Google Drive to actually save everything, and I can't afford that, while on the PC I would have to pay for something like OneDrive, I really don't know and it's quite complicated. because like, it worked, but what if one day it goes completely wrong and... I can't imagine what would happen in my life.

I'm entered in Skin Fight and my Team is Nether, I will try to do between 15 attacks, so all of my skins in June will be for Skin Fight, and I will try to do the things organized: it will always be posted at 15:00 BRT and in all odd days of June, ending at 29th, so it will be two friendly attacks, and six and seven for either End or Overworld.

I will have only two days to do each skin, so considering that I'm still remembering at how to do decent skins with consistency, few skins can be rushed, let's see if I can succeed in do this flawless, if I can, I can consider that I'm prepared to start my Texture Pack and making Jams.

discord links expiring makes it really funny because you guys only get limited time to see my posts. so only TRUE fans can see them.

For people that saw the last two Wall Posts, forget about, I managed to normally turn on my PC again, and I will assume, the reason was possibly me getting enraged in something here, and to take out my anger I forced a shut down in my PC, which is the same as turning off by a blackout, seriously, I really don't know how to control my anger, but for sure, I will never do this thing again, my anger months ago made me broke a monitor, now this anger almost made 500 GB of important things to go to the void.

A update about my last Wall Post: after a lot of time waiting in the black screen, something appeared, it's now saying that it's repairing disk errors and can take more than a hour, I'm really glad that at least something appeared, but was not the best thing to expect, I can wait, but, if it maintains in that screen forever? And probably it will not complete before someone here appears to see it, like my brother.

My anxiety remains the same and my future still uncertain.