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  • S3R3N3NinaYT
    Public • August 17, 2026, 10:52 pm
    --Until you believe me--

    “You crying is not going to make me feel bad.”

    That’s how it starts,
    that’s how it always starts,
    when you can’t help but burst into unwanted tears
    because of the tone of their voice,
    or how close they are getting to you,
    or how your traumatic memories
    come rushing back at the perfectly wrong time.

    “You crying is not going to make me feel bad.”

    Little do you know,
    that just makes me cry harder,
    makes the room feel smaller,
    makes every breath feel farther.

    Because you think these tears are on purpose,
    you think these tears are for you.
    But they aren’t.
    They never were.

    They're what happens
    when my body remembers
    what my mind tries to forget,
    when old wounds open,
    without ever being touched yet.

    And over time,
    letting all your tears out...
    just isn't enough..

    So the tears start changing,
    They find different ways to speak,
    when your voice becomes too weak.

    You hide the hurt.
    You swallow the pain.
    You smile through mornings,
    and break down again.

    And when someone finally notices,
    they don't ask what happened.
    They ask what is wrong with you.

    “Why would you do this?”
    “How could you do this to me?”

    Me?

    How do you manage to make
    my pain about you?

    How can you look at someone drowning,
    and complain that the water
    is getting your clothes wet?

    Suddenly,
    I'm back to square one.
    The tears begin building again,
    and I don't know where to run.

    “This attention seeking thing
    happening with you recently
    is so pathetic.”

    That's what you said.

    And somehow the pain
    isn't proof enough.

    It's always:

    “You're doing it for attention.”
    "Your not considering who your hurting"
    “You don't even care
    whether it's positive or negative.”

    It's always attention.

    Until the days become heavier,
    until getting out of bed
    feels like climbing a mountain,
    until food loses its meaning,
    until sleep becomes an escape
    from everything you can't face.

    “You're so lazy.”

    No.

    I'm tired.

    There's a difference
    you never cared to understand.

    And the months go on,
    and you become quieter,
    not better.

    You learn how to disappear
    while standing right in front of them.
    You laugh when you're supposed to,
    say “I'm fine” when you're not,
    and become an expert
    at hiding every thought.

    -Because,
    why explain yourself
    when you've already learned
    that nobody listens?

    And then one night,
    everything becomes too much.

    The relapse is deeper
    than you ever meant it to be.

    Suddenly,
    there are bright hospital lights,
    quiet footsteps in the hall,
    questions you don't know how to answer,
    and people finally looking at you
    like something is wrong.

    Something is wrong.

    Now they believe you.

    Now they finally see
    that the tears were never a game,
    that the silence was never okay,
    that you weren't begging for attention...

    -you were begging for someone
    to notice you were hurting.

    And isn't that the cruelest part?

    They believed you
    when you were finally breaking,

    ..when they should have believed you
    when you were shaking.

    They should've listened
    before the scars,
    before the hospital,
    before the silence became loud enough
    to frighten them.

    Because sometimes
    a person doesn't need attention.

    They need understanding.

    They need someone to stay.

    They need someone to say,

    “I believe you.”

    Before the pain,
    has to become impossible to ignore.
  • S3R3N3NinaYT
    Public • August 17, 2026, 10:45 pm
    *I WAS SO FUCKING BORED AND FOUND OLD STUPID POEMS IN MY GOOGLE DOCS. ENJOY*

    -You Said Forever-

    I'm so sorry I was attached to you,
    I'm sorry I wanted to talk to you every day,
    I'm sorry I pissed you off
    for every little thing I’d say.

    I never meant to be a burden,
    never meant to make you stay,
    I just wanted to be loved by you—
    I just wanted you to choose me every day.

    You said we were forever,
    you said you'd never leave,
    so I held onto every promise,
    every word I chose to believe.

    But somewhere along the way,
    your words began to change.
    The person who once held me close
    started feeling so far away.

    You told me to grow up,
    to listen to myself,
    to stop looking for your comfort
    and learn to find it somewhere else.

    But how am I supposed to forget
    the things you told me to believe?
    How do I stop reaching for your hand
    when you're the one who taught me not to leave?

    I gave you all my patience,
    all my time and all my trust.
    I thought if I loved you carefully,
    you'd never turn to dust.

    Maybe I held on far too tightly,
    maybe I wanted you too much.
    Maybe I mistook your promises
    for something built to last.

    And I'm sorry for the messages,
    the questions, and the tears.
    I'm sorry that I needed you
    through all those lonely years.

    But I wasn't trying to own you.
    I wasn't asking for the world.
    I just wanted to feel important
    to the person who once called me their girl.

    So I'll try to listen to myself,
    like you told me I should do.
    And maybe growing up means learning
    that I can't keep chasing you.

    I'll miss you in the quiet,
    I'll miss you when nights are long.
    I'll miss the way you made me feel
    like maybe I belonged.

    But you said we were forever,
    and forever came undone.
    So maybe this is growing up—
    learning to let go of someone
    who once felt like the one.

    I'm still sorry I was attached to you.
    I'm still sorry I cared this way.
    But I won't apologize forever
    for wanting someone to stay.

    You said we were forever.

    I believed you.

    And maybe that's the part
    I'm still learning to forgive.
  • S3R3N3NinaYT
    Public • August 17, 2026, 10:39 pm
    — As Long As You Hold My Hand —

    I don't want to know another soul,
    with you,
    my search has reached its goal.
    I love you because my heart chose you,
    and somehow my mind knows you'll choose me too.

    From sleepless nights,
    to loving life,
    from endless darkness,
    into light.
    From days of sadness,
    cold.
    and gray,
    to laughing without pretending "I'm okay."

    You made me feel like I could breathe,
    like there was more for me to see.
    I stopped believing I was flawed,
    when loving you felt close to God.

    I used to stare at every scar,
    and wonder why I felt so far
    from every perfect thing I'd see,
    until you made me feel like me.

    They say perfection doesn't exist,
    but somehow I found it in your kiss.
    Because when someone loves you true,
    the broken parts don't feel so bruised.

    Being loved is feeling whole,
    like someone finally knows your soul.
    It's watching every awful thing
    slowly lose the weight it used to bring.

    So I don't need another name,
    I don't need another flame.
    My heart has chosen where to stay,
    and I don't want to turn away.

    And if the road becomes unkind,
    I'll still keep your hand in mine.
    If every star above us falls,
    I'll find you waiting through it all.

    Take me through the darkest night,
    I'll follow you without a fight.
    And if the world turns cold and cruel,
    I'll still believe in me and you.

    You could drag me straight to hell,
    through every fire,
    every spell—
    I wouldn't care where we might land,
    as long as I'm still holding your hand.

    Because heaven isn't where I need to be,
    if you're the one who's there with me.
    And even if the flames begin,

    I'd choose your hand.
    I'd choose you.
    Again and again.

    -Nina- <33
  • LARPLion shared Turret64's post
    Public • August 17, 2026, 10:37 pm
    we repeating history w this one🗣🔥🔥
    Turret64
    Public • August 17, 2026, 9:09 pm
    #Zomphemboy-
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  • The_Legendery_Kitten
    Public • August 17, 2026, 10:36 pm
    I'm gonna make everyone at school hate me this year I swear
  • LARPLion
    Public • August 17, 2026, 10:35 pm
    When you're about to shoot your shot but then you remember her dad is genuinely built like Kratos so you ponder on it a bit longer
  • The_Legendery_Kitten shared The WOAS Club's post
    Public • August 17, 2026, 10:11 pm
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    Public • August 17, 2026, 9:31 pm
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    Public • August 17, 2026, 9:31 pm
    Who wants to get wormed
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    Public • August 17, 2026, 9:20 pm
    W O R M V A S I O N .
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    Public • August 17, 2026, 9:19 pm
    Worm for BeanMan68 :3
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    Public • August 17, 2026, 8:49 pm
    I drew a worm with legs :3
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    NobleRR01 • 2026-08-17 20:34:54
    sometimes this is so true tho-
  • ChristianaElizabeth
    Public • August 17, 2026, 8:07 pm
    I got some of my digital drawings printed!! :)
    Its so cool seeing them actually irl instead of just on a screen!!
  • ItzBlaaze
    Public • August 17, 2026, 7:58 pm
    this person has a interesting choice of names here

    astral_roses • 2026-08-17 20:11:19
    thats beutiful katy
  • Zomphey shared wumster likes sniffers's post
    Public • August 17, 2026, 7:46 pm
    did I do good? 🥺👉👈
    wumster likes sniffers
    Public • August 17, 2026, 5:47 pm
    by the end i got rlly good but i got like 3 4s at the start so i sucked but u try

    dialed.gg/?c=NG3YG4
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    JirachiPlayz this guy needs a job
    Canuri • 2026-08-17 20:30:38
    ikr
    JirachiPlayz • 2026-08-17 20:29:59
    this guy needs a job
    LARPLion you were 0.16 short of being acceptable skill issue
    Zomphey • 2026-08-17 19:59:47
    *dies*
    Fern321jon • 2026-08-17 19:57:58
    ur hacking bro
    LARPLion • 2026-08-17 19:57:31
    you were 0.16 short of being acceptable
    skill issue
  • The_Legendery_Kitten
    Public • August 17, 2026, 7:17 pm
    13 more subs till 200 :0
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