You can record on mine if you would like to, anyone can record on my server. You wouldn't qualify for the youtuber rank at 5 subs but you could still record.
I have that feeling of just contentment sometimes, what I do when I feel this way is think about what I am providing for others. Me being happy also makes my Fiancé happy, my viewers happy, and my family happy. So when I realize who else my state on contentment effects it makes me look into what the problem is and solve it quickly so that others around me can feel better too.
I am a youtuber myself and I believe that unless you are from Norway you should record in english. If you have time though set up optional subtitles for your native language.
The reason is because the CPM and RPM (how much youtube gets paid and how much you get paid per 1000 views) is higher for the US and the UK. The highest paying CPM and RPM is from Norway though so if you are from there do that.
As for the recording software, I record using OBS and edit my videos with Imovie (mac). If you can afford expensive editing software then go with Adobe and they have different tiers of software anywhere from about $60 - $100s.
Honestly, I would try to get connections with youtubers who already have a presence in the space. PM me if you want to collab, I don't want to give details and it be misinterpreted as self promotion.