Wow.... So many replies... People are really great! But... Well she dropped me. - But now I can't even be with my best friends anymore... Like the other guy is in their group and she is ofc on him 24/7... And they also started kissing in front of everybody... And I'm also everybody... But yeah... I actually haven't been thinking about it lately. Everything has just been so boring... I want to be 17-19, so I can drink, have sex with random girls and like... Just be 'free'... How everybody wants life I think...
Haha everybody relax! No, ofc I'm not okay... But I still feel well! - My life hasn't ended
Yes, I spoke to her in a non-romantic way and all it was about was piano. (I like to play Legend of Zelda melodies and the skyrim theme) And she was just as she is like... When she is with me. There also a little flirt, but that is normal from her, so I do not know how she feel in any ways.
But well: "Don't let the past haunt you, unless you're going to do something about it."