One of my most ambitious skins yet: Enjoy

Delusion: The belief or impression firmly maintained despite being contradicted by what is generally accepted as reality or rational
argument ( despite consequences ) 

I used to be like you: a shining little star and a light to those people around me. I danced with the ones I loved and I joined in adventure with my friends.. I used to be one of you.. But that changed...

            It takes time.. the simple ignorance that allows all kinds of evil into your life. They all said that it would get me back someday. At the start, the future was something that was not in my mind. The present had clouded all rationality and sense of my mind and my heart and pointed me towards a road with no return. Before I knew it, the walk had begun. Shards and nails lay before the road I was heading. But I could turn back at any point, get help and be rescued from this journey of sorrow. I was told and warned of what lay ahead, but the images could not get throught to me because I was bline, blinde of the consequences that my actions were causing, blind of the malevolent forces that were right in front of me. But, I took that first step and my feet bursted with blood. I jumped back wondering what had hit me, but I didn't bother looking at my feet the process continued until my feet were so infused with the debri that I didn't feel it. Falling and stumbling, I began to drag and limp until I reached the end. The cliff. It lead into the black. Not a normal kind of black, but the black that you see when you close your eyes, the black you see before you die. But for some reason, I looked back. Back into the pastures from where I was before. The flowers and grass were flourishing better than ever. Where had I gone wrong? At the last moment, my eyes were open and I could see as I fell into the black. I saw the luscious place I once called home, but it was gone now.. and so am I...