My entry for eggpuff's Heart on Your Sleeve contest.

Basically, the contest consists in choosing a feeling or an emotion and making a skin out of if. I've decided to choose something based on my own feelings regarding my personal questions about my studies and my future life. The feeling matching perfectly how I feel sometimes these days is called 'avenoir'. Here is a definition :

Avenoir

n. the desire that memory could flow backward. We take it for granted that life moves forward. But you move as a rower moves, facing backwards: you can see where you’ve been, but not where you’re going. And your boat is steered by a younger version of you. It’s hard not to wonder what life would be like facing the other way…

Here is an artwork I've made :