I was up at 12 am, making a traditional animation of this character to the song "Self Harmageddon" by dandelion hands. the song is most likely from the perspective of the force that drives one to self-injure. the song deals with eating disorders, sleeping issues, lovesickness, and wanting things. when it says "I won't eat until you say that you love me" it is most likely from the perspective of the urges to self-harm, we hear a promise not to rest or give up until the person who is self-harming finds or seeks relief in harming themselves. when it says "I won't sleep until you can't sleep without me" it means the urges won’t stop or give up until you are addicted to self-harm. in other words, they will push you to self-harm until you are addicted and will do it for them. when it says "I won't breathe until I take your breath away" it most likely means that the urges take a more petulant tone, sounding like a child, “I’m gonna hold my breath until you give me what I want!”. for the urges, this means that, until you can’t breathe (either being dead or experiencing a panic attack), they won’t leave you alone. and when it says "I want to be alone but I want you to say" it may be that the perspective shifts to the person who has been struggling with self-harm and their internal monologue and conflicting desires. people struggling with self-harm often push others away, even though they feel lonely and want company. and when it says "I won't be free until I die" this can be either the urges or the victim of self-harm speaking here, or both. regardless, both are in the position that, until they don’t exist, they cannot be free, either to live a full life or to cease harming another.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sBpXWdxo3Xk


Lyrics:

I won't eat until you say that you love me
I won't sleep until you can't sleep without me
I won't breathe until I take your breath away
I want to be alone but I want you to stay

I won't eat until you say that you love me
I won't sleep until you can't sleep without me
I won't breathe until I take your breath away
I want to be alone but I want you to stay

I won't be free
Until I die
I won't be free
Until I die




Character Details: this character is a nonbinary creature that has elf-like ears and angel wings, most likely closer to the wings that the famous Cupid has. they have a sort of bob cut haircut that is a slightly dark purple. their eyes are full of static, static being inside of their eyes even making the sound of static, and are a light purple that is almost pale. their skin is different shades of pink and their tears are a pastel ice like blue while their wings are the color of the tears at first but get darker into a light teal color. this character is, in fact, naked but they have no genitalia of any sort and that is normal from where they came from. I have not yet thought of a name for them but I will soon enough. thank you for looking at this skin, please have a nice day.