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[ ] years before
I close my eyes, and feel my heart stop. Panic rises, but a clear blue fluid enters the modified IV drip and lulled me to sleep…
A dark room. The damned, locked doors. The bloodstain on the floor… the ghastly blade… his corpse staring into my soul… not this again!
"Gahh!" I sat straight and gasped, every breath precious to me. How many times did I die already? 5? 7? I don't know.
"Stop this experiment right now. This is attempted suicide, you know?" my fellow colleague's voice boomed across the spacious laboratory. Stop? I can stop… but not yet. I need to get a glimpse of the afterlife, and to do it, I need to die. That I am sure. But how many times… I don't know. "I cannot stop, my friend. I almost succeeded. I just need to get rid of the haunting vision… then I can see the afterlife."
I closed and opened the valves connected to my heart with ease, then unplugged the artificial pump from my chest. My plan is fairly simple; I slow down my heart until I'm close to death, visit afterlife, then escape from Death by returning the heart rate to normal. How did it become so hard? The haunting memories must stop.
It was purely accidental… I did not want to kill that person… it was just self defence… he attacked me first… it's so long ago! How can I still remember it?
Remember? Remember… yes! I got it! If I wipe my memory, then I won't get the visions again! It's time to get to work…
I opened my eyes, only to be blinded by a strong white light. Where am I?
"What is your name, sir?" A man in a lab coat asked me. Name? What name?
"I'm not quite sure…"
"Hm? Good." Good?
"Commence experiment." What experiment? On me?
"Close your eyes. It's just a sleep…" Really? Okay…
I close my eyes. A sickening lurch. My heart stops… A strange liquid enters my arm… sleepy…?
"Kill him. Kill him. Do it and you'll be free…" Who's talking? I opened my eyes, but I cannot see anything but darkness. Am I dead?
"No, stop, don't do this, stop!" A young boy stepped from the shadows, screaming at me. Stop? I did not even do anything!
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry… get away from me!" He continues, and a knife drops from his pocket. Don't do it…
"Do it and you'll be free…" The boy picked up the knife and threw it through my heart…
I close my eyes, and feel my heart burst. I have a feeling of déjà vu… Memories began gushing into my mind.
"That bloody, damned knife-"
"Gahh!" I sat straight and gasped, every breath precious to me. How many times did I enter the afterlife already? I don't want to know anymore… I don't want to see the afterlife anymore…
"Professor, don't pull out the pump, you have not readjusted the valves yet-"
I watched as blood pours out, just like him at that time…
The knife claims my soul, as it has done with my mind…
For Blogger Craft by CrazyPigglet, theme: Afterlife
I close my eyes, and feel my heart stop. Panic rises, but a clear blue fluid enters the modified IV drip and lulled me to sleep…
A dark room. The damned, locked doors. The bloodstain on the floor… the ghastly blade… his corpse staring into my soul… not this again!
"Gahh!" I sat straight and gasped, every breath precious to me. How many times did I die already? 5? 7? I don't know.
"Stop this experiment right now. This is attempted suicide, you know?" my fellow colleague's voice boomed across the spacious laboratory. Stop? I can stop… but not yet. I need to get a glimpse of the afterlife, and to do it, I need to die. That I am sure. But how many times… I don't know. "I cannot stop, my friend. I almost succeeded. I just need to get rid of the haunting vision… then I can see the afterlife."
I closed and opened the valves connected to my heart with ease, then unplugged the artificial pump from my chest. My plan is fairly simple; I slow down my heart until I'm close to death, visit afterlife, then escape from Death by returning the heart rate to normal. How did it become so hard? The haunting memories must stop.
It was purely accidental… I did not want to kill that person… it was just self defence… he attacked me first… it's so long ago! How can I still remember it?
Remember? Remember… yes! I got it! If I wipe my memory, then I won't get the visions again! It's time to get to work…
I opened my eyes, only to be blinded by a strong white light. Where am I?
"What is your name, sir?" A man in a lab coat asked me. Name? What name?
"I'm not quite sure…"
"Hm? Good." Good?
"Commence experiment." What experiment? On me?
"Close your eyes. It's just a sleep…" Really? Okay…
I close my eyes. A sickening lurch. My heart stops… A strange liquid enters my arm… sleepy…?
"Kill him. Kill him. Do it and you'll be free…" Who's talking? I opened my eyes, but I cannot see anything but darkness. Am I dead?
"No, stop, don't do this, stop!" A young boy stepped from the shadows, screaming at me. Stop? I did not even do anything!
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry… get away from me!" He continues, and a knife drops from his pocket. Don't do it…
"Do it and you'll be free…" The boy picked up the knife and threw it through my heart…
I close my eyes, and feel my heart burst. I have a feeling of déjà vu… Memories began gushing into my mind.
"That bloody, damned knife-"
"Gahh!" I sat straight and gasped, every breath precious to me. How many times did I enter the afterlife already? I don't want to know anymore… I don't want to see the afterlife anymore…
"Professor, don't pull out the pump, you have not readjusted the valves yet-"
I watched as blood pours out, just like him at that time…
The knife claims my soul, as it has done with my mind…
For Blogger Craft by CrazyPigglet, theme: Afterlife
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