I stayed at the orphanage for many years at least 9 or 10... just like at school i was all alone no one came over to talk to me or anything... And then i just got used to it at first i did make this one cheerful friend who was kinda crazy not my type but she was super cute so obviously someone adopted her straight away so... yeah i was kinda left all alone. You know there's no point in making friends... even if they say they will always be there for you that never happens they always leave you at the end. And when they say that there going to be best friends forever that never happens because at one point you always have to leave them so that's why i've decided that i don't need friends. I don't need anyone to help me with life cause everyone is useless i've been living my life like this and there is no point. i haven't made a single friend that has always stayed with me cause they always leave in like a month or so... so i've decided i'm not going to waste my time on friends! i'm going to be smart just like my sister And hopefully she can realize how much i love her... I'm old enough to live by myself now because i'm 18 so i can finally leave the orphanage.
the Orphanage gave me some money so i could buy stuff and live a normal life but i will have to get a job.Today is the day that i can leave the orphanage and move into an apartment! and i'm so relieved i can leave that crappy place but i am happy that they looked after me... but now i'm all grown up and i can live by myself!

Okay i bought my apartment now finally! i can start living a normal life but I need to go to college and tomorrow is my first day!
Great its gonna be like primary again... ill get bullied and get teased wont make any friends and be sitting by myself all the time!
at least in the orphanage all they did was give you books and you just finish them everything was easy and anyone bearlly even socialized! But this isn't gonna be primary its COLLEGE 10 times as hard as primary! well i'm just going to HAVE TO get used to it
cause i don't have a choice, if i want to live a normal life then these are the rules earn money go to school and socialize.