This has been on my mind for quite some time now. I haven't apologized to the girl I bullied last 5 years.

"I should have apologized to her when I met her again", I said to myself.

Her mother and younger came after she left.

Her younger sister told me to get her camera to their apartment so she could capture the fireworks.
She already at her apartment at that time so I thought that I should greet her.

When I opened the door, it was dark that I couldn't see such thing. I saw the camera lying near to me. Checking if it is charged.
then I saw her on the balcony.

I said, "Wow, the fireworks can be seen from here!" then I noticed something. She stood up and climbing the fence.
I realized, she wanted to suicide.

I ran to save her then I bumped on the table. Hitting my stomach.

With pain, I still stood up and ran to save her.

then... fireworks exploded


I was able to grab her hand yelling to grab the flooring. I forgot she was deaf. I hold her with all my strength, trying to pull her up. Thinking every mistake I made. Telling myself that I will fix every mistake starting tomorrow.

My stomach hurts, I might not able to hold her anymore. then she used sign language. Telling " I... lo-"
then I dropped her hand.

falling from 7th floor.