so sorry to my friends out there or anybody who has been following the projects im working on. you see, my hard drive fried so a friend of mine or something let me borrow thier laptop. so i can just hide out and play Wizard101. and things are going badly look, if i dont come back which is possible. it might mean i might never come back. it has been fun you all but i think this is a point where things can go one of two ways. first i feel like all of this is not worth the probolems and hassele, or second where its fixed and i slowly get back into the swing of things going on at my end on my end regarding those i live with. and the GIANT problem staring me right in the face. And all the medical problems. and technical difficulties hands the lo9cal drama. but i am going just know im not going down without a bamg!

before you try there is not much you can do to make me choose one over the other. if i leave it was nice meeting you all. i will miss you two. and if i do stay i might come out a changed man. unlike before.. just know that this is a really big moment mostly for me. i miss some of those i have allredy lost in my life and do not want to go but i feel. unsure, scared.