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  • Christalvvolf
    Public • September 17, 2026, 8:27 pm
    help
    so i was just editing my book and listening to my music with one earplug in
    and
    i heard someone sneeze
    so i say, "bless you" without thinking
    only to realize that no one is in the living room
    and the person that sneezed was the person on the commercial for seasonal allergy medicine
    having good manners is a blessing and apparently a curse DXX (lowkey, i am thankful for them <3)

    - maya :3
  • GalaxyCat24
    Public • September 17, 2026, 12:25 pm
    My stomach hurts and I literally can't tell if it's because I haven't had breakfast, I'm nervous about late assignments, or that I've been reading sad stuff.
    BlueBoyBuilds As someone who deals with that often, it’s probably a mix of everything. 😭 9 times out of 10, eating a small snack...
    Escapazition • 2026-09-17 20:31:35
    We are all starving ourselves. 😁✋
    BlueBoyBuilds • 2026-09-17 14:47:50
    As someone who deals with that often, it’s probably a mix of everything. 😭
    9 times out of 10, eating a small snack, even if it’s just a few crackers or apple slices, helped me a lot, especially when I couldn’t stomach a full breakfast.
    AmplleFawn7332 je pense c le petit déjeuner
    Juillyoom • 2026-09-17 13:54:32
    le petit déjeuner lorsque le grand déjeuner arrive
    AmplleFawn7332 • 2026-09-17 12:41:20
    je pense c le petit déjeuner
  • GalaxyCat24
    Public • September 15, 2026, 9:40 pm
    It's always so strange to come across someone who is completely unreadable. I think I've only met enough to count on my hand. I find them fascinating because no other time do I have to judge someone's motives on their actions alone.
    Generally my initial reaction is that they hate me, because they give no reaction to anything I say or do. Then I try to force myself to love them, because I want to be liked and if I like them they'll hopefully like me. Then I realize that they've never really done anything to show that they hate me, just been so completely stone faced I don't know even in the slightest what they're thinking, and normally I think I'm pretty good at figuring that out. They're like, incredibly intriguing and also completely terrifying at the same time.
    It gets to a point where my brain tries to make up emotions to read from them, which is an endless cycle of: "Are they happy? That's not it. Are they sad? That's not it. Are they angry? That's not it. It seems like nothing, but they can't possibly always be feeling nothing. They must be happy. No, that doesn't feel right..."
    What's funny is I think my little brother is this way. He almost always looks slightly happy unless he's really upset about something. Even then, it doesn't show up on his face, but he has other cues that I've gotten used to just from living with him.
    Makes me wonder if I'm this way to other people and I just don't know. Something I often get stuck on lol
    GalaxyCat24 Now that I think about it, I don't know why knowing what the person I'm talking to is feeling is so important to me. I g...
    Zord • 2026-09-16 14:50:04
    That's actually interesting... I don't think I ever really care for whatever people are expecting... which... yeah it can lead to me coming off as rude at times but hey, we're all different to some extent. XD
    Though yeah I guess that if it's something you're used to getting acess to, not getting it as easily would mess with your brain... kind of like being left out of an inside joke I guess?
    Anyhow thanks for sharing that! :D
    Escapazition • 2026-09-16 12:50:05
    Me: *Interacts with someone*
    The other person:
    BlueBoyBuilds • 2026-09-15 23:24:23
    hahaha i just know i’d confuse you if we ever met face to face
    Zord Okay... as someone with a resting blank face... I need to know though... why do you feel like that? I've never once in m...
    GalaxyCat24 • 2026-09-15 23:14:27
    Now that I think about it, I don't know why knowing what the person I'm talking to is feeling is so important to me. I guess I'm just very used to it. Every interaction is feeling out what the other person is ok with and not ok with. Conversation topics, amount of physical touch, what they find funny, what they expect from me, all that. I gauge their reactions and change they way I act accordingly. If I can't do that, I feel lost. How do I know if I'm making them uncomfortable or happy? How do I know what they're interested in and what things they like talking about? How will I know when they're lying?
    Part of it might just be me struggling to be genuine, but I also just really like people and want to know what they think, because I find people fascinating.
    ItzBlaaze Interesting, I’ve pondered this idea many times before and still do… I like your thoughts on it!
    GalaxyCat24 • 2026-09-15 22:25:19
    Ty!
    Zord • 2026-09-15 21:56:17
    Okay... as someone with a resting blank face... I need to know though... why do you feel like that? I've never once in my life felt the need to understand someone else's emotion or opinion of me... it's quite alien to my weird little brain. But in a curious way, not negative. Like yeah I get trying to read someone's expression to gauge potential outcomes of interacting with them... like min-maxing social encounters to get your desired outcome... but yeah...
    Also as for your final wondering bit there... I doubt that's the case? Like you seem expressive... but who knows maybe like me your expressiveness comes from text and the people you're with... I''m way more easy to read among friends than with strangers.
    ItzBlaaze • 2026-09-15 21:41:59
    Interesting, I’ve pondered this idea many times before and still do… I like your thoughts on it!
  • GalaxyCat24
    Public • September 15, 2026, 12:41 am
    Ok, nevermind, at least I'm not seeing things. There's a freaking camera in here and it is freaking moving. I knew it was there, but I thought the movement was my imagination or something. It looks like an eyeball and it keeps making whirring noises. Like what the heck. My dad has the creepiest toys. I bet he's super happy about this one and wants to talk my head off about how cute it is. It just scared the life out of me. Not cute. Not cute at all. (I'm in his office so I can't really complain, but STILL)

    it's just sitting on the table across from me
  • GalaxyCat24
    Public • September 15, 2026, 12:27 am
    What am I doing? I have a headache. I want to cry, but if I cry there's a guarantee it'll make the headache worse. I bit off way more than I can chew and I'm caught between trying to figure it out or dropping something. Many somethings. I don't really want to drop any of them, but my time management skills are about as advanced as a squirrel's. I'm not even sure if I'm exaggerating there. Low key sleep deprived and seeing movement that doesn't exist in my peripheral. Bit paranoid. Keep almost crying but seriously that will make everything way more painful. Make sleeping harder too.
    Every other minute is "I can do this, I can figure this out, just make a plan, you'll get there, there will be mistakes, but you'll get there." and "everything is falling apart, what's going on, just roll with the punches until you can't get up because you have no strength and you know it."
    I feel like I've died and come back to life 50 times in the last 5 minutes alone. Like heartbeat, please be steady, whether that be dead or healthy idc, just stop stopping like cars in heavy traffic it's driving me insane.
    And then there's the silly little part of me that thinks: "ooooh, this would be a good internal struggle for a book character" and I almost slip into thinking about writing and forgetting everything. Which is like some sort of calming drug because it turns off all the stress. Ah, tysm dopamine.
    That always happens. I get happy that I'm a mess and then confused because I'm experiencing two completely contradictory emotions at the same time. Then they cancel out and I feel nothing. Off, on, off, on. Happy, sad, happy, sad. Dead, alive, dead, alive. I love it, and I mean that genuinely, which makes no sense because I am in so much freaking pain right now. I'm riding a roller coaster of death and enjoying the adrenaline as much as the view.

    not even gonna spell check this, have a nice day.
    AvatarKage I think you can do all without dropping anything. And you don't even need time management, I sure don't got it. Just do ...
    GalaxyCat24 • 2026-09-15 11:25:37
    Genuinely I would love to do it that way, just everyone keeps telling me it doesn't work and that I need a schedule. This sounds so much easier and refreshing though.
    Ty for letting me know it works out for some people!
    AvatarKage • 2026-09-15 02:16:31
    I think you can do all without dropping anything. And you don't even need time management, I sure don't got it. Just do what your mood calls for. I manage like half a hundred things (literally) and I just go with whatever my mood is that day. Not easy at first especially when sometimes many of these things collide and needs immediate attention, but you eventually get used to it. But I get that is not for everyone either and I might be an extremist example here so lol
    GlitchPro pretty sure you spelled everything right lol
    GalaxyCat24 • 2026-09-15 00:44:58
    ok good lol
    GlitchPro • 2026-09-15 00:37:08
    pretty sure you spelled everything right lol
  • GalaxyCat24
    Public • September 14, 2026, 8:53 am
    Yesterday I yawned and my jaw made a loud noise and seemed to move out of place? So I like, opened my mouth and pushed it back. It made another loud noise but I think it moved back? Anyway it was sore for a couple minutes and I'm VERY self conscious about the placement of my jaw because I keep expecting it to be off center.
    GlitchPro • 2026-09-14 16:44:37
    these comments are making me terrified of yawning but the more i think about it the more i have to yawn.
    FlintN_Steel • 2026-09-14 14:05:46
    I learned I could do that a while ago. I do it for fun sometimes
    MerBatPhan89 • 2026-09-14 10:51:08
    Sometimes my jaw will get sore when I yawn
    Nautilus_Not_a_Squid • 2026-09-14 10:06:25
    sometimes my right ear gets blocked and i can hear inside my mouth when i open my jaw
    ItzBlaaze • 2026-09-14 09:18:02
    Oof yeah when I yawn sometimes my jaw won’t close 😭
  • Christalvvolf
    Public • September 11, 2026, 8:59 pm
    speaking of grades, i got a 100% on a college assignment
    let me explain
    ever heard of the Johari Window?
    yeah, me neither
    so we had to write two paragraphs about our results and i ain't never done that before in my life (the Johari Window- that is)
    so i just picked which square i related to the most
    and wrote about it
    and somehow
    someWAY
    i got a 100%

    highlight of my week right there

    - maya :3
    MerBatPhan89 • 2026-09-11 22:34:49
    Awesome job on 100%!!!! Congratulations!!! 🥳🎈🎉🎊🎇🎆
    Alpake • 2026-09-11 21:12:26
    Good job lol
  • EccentricEremite
    Public • September 11, 2026, 6:42 pm
    one of my parents is now following my unhinged letterboxd account
    EccentricEremite about 500
    SnappNote • 2026-09-12 22:06:08
    holy-
    SnappNote how many films have you reviewed so far?
    EccentricEremite • 2026-09-12 01:46:36
    about 500
    SnappNote • 2026-09-11 22:10:40
    how many films have you reviewed so far?
  • Christalvvolf
    Public • September 11, 2026, 6:34 pm
    I just got a 100 on a quiz
    I guessed all the answers
  • IGEBM
    Public • September 11, 2026, 8:00 am
    Today marks 25 years since the tragedy that was 9/11. I myself wasn’t alive to witness it, but I want to take a moment to honor those we lost that day and those who made sure didn’t lose any more than we did.

    o7
  • GalaxyCat24
    Public • September 10, 2026, 10:01 pm
    Whoever said there was a correct way to human? Go human however you want. Run around without shoes. Stop using chairs and tables. Die your skin pink. Live in a hole with a friendly bear. Buy out Walmart and turn it into a zombie apocalypse bunker. You can human however you want.

    Ok yeah I really need sleep. Pretend this was inspiring or something.
    Escapazition Uh, God. God said there was a correct way to be human. ¯_(ツ)_/¯
    arandomcat04 • 2026-09-11 08:19:06
    ✅
    SuperYosh • 2026-09-11 07:05:32
    I’m saving this
    Escapazition • 2026-09-11 01:11:22
    Uh, God.
    God said there was a correct way to be human. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
    WOLFAkita • 2026-09-10 23:45:48
    btw if you run around with out shoes while you're growing your feet will get really wide
    i know from experience
    GlitchPro • 2026-09-10 22:45:35
    i wish everyone lived like this, because then there would be no such thing as cringe and you could just experiment with the bounds of creativity as much as you wanted, but then again-
    anarchy. yippee.
    DOOMSTRYKER • 2026-09-10 22:11:28
    This is something I also stand by. There is no guideline on how to correctly be a human. I'm fun and weird because being normal is boring. XD
  • GalaxyCat24
    Public • September 10, 2026, 9:54 pm
    I feel good most of the time
    About life, about myself

    And then every once in a while something comes out of nowhere and I'm crying for 30 minutes to an hour about something that's apparently been building up in the background and I have a headache for the rest of the day
    ...before going back to super happy and perfectly fine the next day like nothing happened even though nothing got resolved

    And like, what happened? Where did all the upset go? Is it still inside of me somewhere and some subconscious mental defense is hiding it from me? What the heck?
    Maybe, possibly, hopefully I found a healthy way of dealing with it and that's why it's gone? I just don't know?

    It seems like something I should be worried about but there is a surprising lack of worry. Just mild confusion.
    Sophisticated_Trashcan • 2026-09-10 23:27:23
    Same
  • GalaxyCat24
    Public • September 10, 2026, 9:41 pm
    Started Jessica Jones with my mom and sister the other night
    I really have never hated a villain so much
    Like, absolutely never
    There are characters that I dislike, characters that I would even prefer to die, but this guy? Man, he makes me mad.

    It took me a minute to figure out, but I think I may have stumbled upon the secret sauce for writing a villain the audience can hate as much as the characters. At least if the audience is me anyway.

    ...

    I tried writing out my thoughts on it but it felt like a repeat of stuff I've already posted, so I deleted it. Big thing is that indifference makes villains scary. I'm a little tired if you can't tell lol
    MaltyOtter this made me think of the darkling from shadow and bone. Would recommend, the Darkling was extremely annoying
    GalaxyCat24 • 2026-09-10 21:47:25
    Ooooooh, might check it out sometime
    MaltyOtter • 2026-09-10 21:43:24
    this made me think of the darkling from shadow and bone. Would recommend, the Darkling was extremely annoying
  • EccentricEremite
    Public • September 10, 2026, 5:15 pm
    FINALLY A NEW LOVE BULLET CHAPTER
  • Christalvvolf
    Public • September 10, 2026, 2:18 pm
    (real conversation last night)
    my father: *calling from downstairs in the living room* "pizza where ARE YOU-"
    (pizza is my brother btw)
    pizza: "COMING!!!" *nearly trips down the stairs*
    my father: "dude where have you been"
    pizza: "i was filling up my water bottle"
    my father: ...
    my mother: ...
    me: ...
    the dog: ...
    my father: "for 20 minutes?"
    pizza: ...
    pizza: "i got distracted and took a nap"

    - maya :3
    Christalvvolf • 2026-09-11 18:35:22
    LOL
    -chrisvv
    rensai • 2026-09-10 16:07:23
    so real
  • GalaxyCat24
    Public • September 10, 2026, 2:17 pm
    I'm so proud of my mom 🥹


    BookLoverGuy123 • 2026-09-10 16:03:03
    I do this everytime when I'm texting bro
    GlitchPro there's so many different ways you indicate tone in texting these days, and the littlest things make such a difference. ...
    Sophisticated_Trashcan • 2026-09-10 15:18:48
    It's actually crazy lol

    Like, me and the girl I like email a lot, and I can immediately tell if something is off
    GalaxyCat24 Probably where it started, but it has tone significance now too
    GlitchPro • 2026-09-10 15:11:29
    there's so many different ways you indicate tone in texting these days, and the littlest things make such a difference. emotions vs emojis, periods vs not, everything lowercase vs proper capitalization vs all caps obviously, proper grammar vs everything in a run on sentence, sending a ton of short texts vs one long one, using abbreviations vs the entire word, and the list could go on.
    also, your texting norms play a big part. like you could always use abbreviations and then suddenly take the time to type out entire words, or if you never use periods and then you do, or if you use capitalization rather than all lowercase. deviating from personal norms can show that you're being more serious or your mood shifted. and if you text someone a lot it helps to know their tells in texting
    JohnMCNuggets nice, also, i thought we dont use periods cuz we lazy
    GalaxyCat24 • 2026-09-10 14:54:18
    Probably where it started, but it has tone significance now too
    JohnMCNuggets • 2026-09-10 14:33:58
    nice, also, i thought we dont use periods cuz we lazy
    Escapazition • 2026-09-10 14:29:02
    Android user 🔥👍
    Mush0g • 2026-09-10 14:26:36
    awhhhh good job Galaxy's mom :]
  • GalaxyCat24
    Public • September 10, 2026, 2:12 pm
    I want to put over 12 people on my sidebar again :/
    This happens like once every three months.

    "Oh! Cool person! I want to add them to my sidebar!"
    "Oh, it's full. I guess I have to remove someone."
    *emotionally attached to everyone on there, including the inactive people, so just leaves it as is*
    crowndeluxe • 2026-09-10 16:30:34
    half of mine is dead :\
  • Christalvvolf
    Public • September 9, 2026, 11:52 am

    the song is rly good but I don't like how the cover thing is ai generated
    ARandomCat_- can i be honest........... i like the cover
    Christalvvolf • 2026-09-09 12:10:35
    *le gasp*
    it def could be pretty but ai gen stuff just doesn't sit right w me lols
    ARandomCat_- • 2026-09-09 12:00:26
    can i be honest...........
    i like the cover
  • Christalvvolf
    Public • September 9, 2026, 11:25 am
    i woke up so confused this morning that the first conscious thought i had was:
    "i realized my left toe was sanitized"

    - maya :3
    Sophisticated_Trashcan • 2026-09-09 21:06:18
    W h a t
  • Christalvvolf
    Public • September 8, 2026, 3:02 pm
    I just realized my persona is lwk a skinwalker lol
    can't wait to show y'all the lore but I'm too busy to work on it ><
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