For your important reference, I have Autistic Obsessive Compulsion Disorder. I know you guys have doubts on me and my diagnostics. People be like "You don't have Autism and OCD", proving it is even more difficult than masking it.
Basically OCD is like having a devil being a dictator ordering you to do things perfectly otherwise you are punished by your own mind causing panic attacks and stress. OCD is not about doing things neatly and organised, often confused with perfectionism. OCD wouldn't let me have fun in video games. Not even video games will let me escape this stressful world when I struggle with seeing people.
I just wanna be happy with my favourite video games. :(