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Now that there is a light gray colored signs. I decided to try bringing back a very old design of mine. Long before I ever joined PMC. I had tried using yellow carpet over signs inside of the roadway. To make it look more like a double yellow line.

I feel like its almost too subtle of a change to be worth it?
Before

After

I felt angry

I sort of feel like trying to design my own vehicles again. Tho Idk if I should build them in MC, or draw them on paper (perhaps maybe both). I want to try designing a Truck/Semi, or a train that could be practical In real life.

But I feel like my "realistic designs" end up looking like any other vehicle on the road. Idk if that is a good or bad thing lol

When I have so much motivation to build so many things in MC. But the actual energy to do so just isn't there >.<

Sometimes I really want to write stories. But I always hold myself to some ridiculous standard
I can't accept writing something that is just "okay" And my story idea has to be novel length, movie worthy type of perfect. Or simply just not be at all.

so I just never end up writing at all. And only just ever think about it. I wish I could break this habit lol

Updoten.

I uploaded my old commissioned skin. I did this commission a long while ago, and thought to post it since I didn't have much else to do. It was also for 𝐅𝐥𝐚𝐧 (@Blan_Fi on twitter) and it was of a character called blighted ovum, from "The Binding of Isaac: Rebirth", what do you think?

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Sometimes I like to play a game. Where I pick a random place on a map. And I try to imagine what I would do if I had to live there. For some reason. I find it fun trying to immerse myself into someplace. Sometimes helps me find something to build in MC to boot lol

New skin commission! Enjoy:

Video on SnowRunner is out. I had to re record as the first time I played, I couldn't figure out what I needed to do, so I was just endlessly driving around in circles lol

With Halloween coming around.
I thought about wearing my Civil War reenacting uniform. See if I can fill my haversack up with candy rations. Never mind I am almost 30 years old lol

HOLY

I really wish I could get builds posted more frequently for you all. But life has just been hectic lately =/
I am working on a train build.
But I am going to try and get a small display entity items made in posted sometime as soon as possible.

When I have sound effects, and voice lines burned into my memory from games I haven't even played in like 20 years, but I still remember just how they sound lol

This is my personal take as to what has happened and what has been happening in this community as of now, and I feel that now is as good a time as any to share.

  As someone who has been here for quite awhile now (6+ years) I have noticed that while the community appears to be mostly the same on a surface level observation as it was years ago, there now appears to be a widespread lack of restraint in general, whether it be starting drama (although sometimes unavoidable) on wall posts and forums, spamming DM's with little motive or reason, or what has happened recently with someone being treated way too harshly on a Minecraft server (keep in mind this is literally just a game people are getting treated like this on). These are just some out of many examples. It is true that many veteran users of this platform have either left or stopped interacting (half of my original community has met this fate), and this combined with an influx of newer, mostly younger members has caused a subtle shift in how people interact similar to how social media as a whole is heading.

  I am not making this post as a goodbye letter, as I still plan to interact, post and engage in the community as a whole. While what has happened and what may happen again in the future is an unacceptable way to handle interaction and problem resolution between people, online or in person, I believe that if we try hard enough we can heal. Those of us who stay can help those who have been hurt, and to respectfully educate those who have made mistakes in order to keep this community a safe and welcoming environment. This is exactly why I continue to return here, even though to many it seems like we are heading a downward spiral.

  I feel that, in a way, it is a responsibility for me to stay and to help shed light onto problems that arise in this community, and to help resolve any If I can. With this new influx of inexperienced and curious members, if there is no one experienced enough to help guide them and help them learn the rules and guidelines(spoken or unspoken) of this community, then the problems we have experienced now will only continue to get worse. I hope that by remaining a somewhat active veteran of this community that I can help to keep the peace, and more importantly, to help the community grow in a positive light, even if it is just a little bit at a time.


On a positive note, happy Tuesday everyone!

Me trying to convince myself that I don't have to be productive %100 of the time*
*is hard*

NEW MUSIC JUST DROPPED FOR Y'ALL!

This is my third and final part to the Void collection of ambient drone music, and aims to be a huge improvement in atmosphere and complexity while staying true to the original feeling.



This Album has NO A.I. tools or generation, and is 100% human-made.

:D

Also uploaded a American Truck Simulator video. Figured I would try something different.