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I sort of feel like trying to design my own vehicles again. Tho Idk if I should build them in MC, or draw them on paper (perhaps maybe both). I want to try designing a Truck/Semi, or a train that could be practical In real life.

But I feel like my "realistic designs" end up looking like any other vehicle on the road. Idk if that is a good or bad thing lol

When I have so much motivation to build so many things in MC. But the actual energy to do so just isn't there >.<

Sometimes I really want to write stories. But I always hold myself to some ridiculous standard
I can't accept writing something that is just "okay" And my story idea has to be novel length, movie worthy type of perfect. Or simply just not be at all.

so I just never end up writing at all. And only just ever think about it. I wish I could break this habit lol

Sometimes I like to play a game. Where I pick a random place on a map. And I try to imagine what I would do if I had to live there. For some reason. I find it fun trying to immerse myself into someplace. Sometimes helps me find something to build in MC to boot lol

Video on SnowRunner is out. I had to re record as the first time I played, I couldn't figure out what I needed to do, so I was just endlessly driving around in circles lol

With Halloween coming around.
I thought about wearing my Civil War reenacting uniform. See if I can fill my haversack up with candy rations. Never mind I am almost 30 years old lol

I really wish I could get builds posted more frequently for you all. But life has just been hectic lately =/
I am working on a train build.
But I am going to try and get a small display entity items made in posted sometime as soon as possible.

When I have sound effects, and voice lines burned into my memory from games I haven't even played in like 20 years, but I still remember just how they sound lol

Me trying to convince myself that I don't have to be productive %100 of the time*
*is hard*

Also uploaded a American Truck Simulator video. Figured I would try something different.

Uploaded my next Survival MC video. I tried speaking up more since I had the house to myself. Still dislike my voice. So I review it on mute XD
I don't even know if this worth watching at all. But if you all like it. I will continue. I also recorded some American Truck Sim I will upload later. I am looking into Snowrunner. But just haven't bought it yet.

So the question now that I am 26.3.

Should I update all of my old builds gradually that are applicable to their correct color now that we have stairs and slabs of every color imaginable?

Trying out these new blocks. Feels like I have to learn to build again XD

Updated to 26.3.
Playing around with my builds. Bamboo to yellow concrete stairs. It almost feels weird

I will do a build from scratch sometime this weekend. Using the new blocks

I remember like 20 years ago I was drawing my concepts for Electric trucks, and heavy equipment. Seeing how electric vehicles are now. I could have made something of myself, and my idea.

But NoOoo. I was too busy being 9 years old with $5 in my pocket lol

I had a idea, I thought was a really great wallpost idea. And I thought
"I have to remember to post this when I get home"
Guess what. I forgot XD

To me in survival a base just feels empty to I add pets.

Working on a high speed train build. But the shape is quite challenging. I keep looking for a quick easy build I can do in between. but I keep changing my mind, and adding them to my build list instead lol

Uploaded the first of a Minecraft Let's play (Tried again after my mic was so quiet)
If this goes well I will see if I should continue uploading/recording

So in uploading Youtube videos, one of the things I have to overcome. Is my voice. I really hate listening to my own voice. I so just dislike it, and I just have 0 emotion. I am just not very outgoing >.<

"Oh no... I am falling now....." type XD