As I have been progressing on with life in its own instance, seeking out new challenges and hoping to expand my horizons, their will always be difficulty in some instance, whether be physical, psychological or otherwise. Writing helps calm my nerves in all situations. However, there are some instances where I do not have the capability of writing on my own accord. Some of these instances for example are either I don't have writing material or at a time where instantly pulling out my notebook and writing something down would be inappropriate. However, if the thought or the feeling would burn strong, I would find another way of writing it down somehow and it would soon ease my pain. 

Before, however, I did make careless mistakes as to what I write and where I place it. For example, earlier on in my youth I would have a small journal I would carry around almost everywhere writing down simple blogs relating to a genre or topic which would seem popular in the media today. It wouldn't matter to me back then due to the fact that I was merely doing it out of the need for attention and somewhat just getting my name out there but the thing I struggled with the most was an alternative method of getting it uploaded without the need to type out every last word. From there I switched to the new cellular technology which would give me the capability of doing so from a mobile perspective which was much easier. However, back then I was careless and even now I still am. Not too long ago I lost all my journals stored on my phone due to an unfortunate vacation. I thought however when I returned home that they would all be safely stored since at the time I still had internet access which meant that there was a chance of it being uploaded to the internet data base. However, I was wrong and in my arrogance, lost some of the most important journal entries, some even written out of some the innocence left in my blackened heart and I now I loathe the day I ever made such a mistake. To make it even worse, I now have that handwritten journal with articles which I can't even describe. Back then I would do anything to stay up to standard. Now I have a reminder that some of the best articles are written down on paper and they should not be written out of the need for attention but out of what you think matters.






I don't think I will ever get back those articles to keep me in line. However, there is still much more time I have left on this earth with much more experiences I have to gain. So I guess I can count it as a minor setback for now. Besides, there still lies many more entities who shall obscure me throughout this journey.