I get all kinds of hate from people, from all kinds of places, and I would have them hushed if I could, but I can't do that, so I'll do what people do on the internet, blog about it! Okay, I''m just going to go ahead and say, this is mostly intended to get my words out, no matter how ill-prepared they are, and now matter how much I shyly stall(like I am now)

I just hate it when people take advantage of my trust. I am a friendly guy, and generally trust until I have a reason not to, and people, learning that, see me as sorta 'weak' and as a target, I really just get pissed when they steal my stuff and build a new house out of it far away, when I was going to let them use the guest bedroom, until they could get some materials and create a nice new addition to my little village to live in, I even donate minor supplies, but when one person does that, it ruins the bunch, and I end up never returning to the server, because one guy and his group decided to majorly spawnkill everyone, and destroy anything we built, it's a hostile takeover, and the worst part is, when the server is repaired, they werent even banned, or anything! sorry, now I'm just going off about past experiences, anyway, like I was saying, things like that, shouldn't happen, jerks like that shouldn't be, and houses like mine, shouldn't be griefed! I know that, if you are a veteran player, you've dealt with this type, several times, and they honestly just ruin the game for me, I haven't been on a server for a while, and people like that are why, I'm sure that I'm not thee only one this happens to. Servers aren't the only place it happens either, I was on PMC the other day,, in chat, seeing who would like to join my small corperation: LonelyLabs, and then when I'm done, I start just having fun messing around, and I decide I can insult myself to get a little laugh or something,because, after all, if you can't laugh at yourself, right? Anyway, some jerk decides to call me on it, says I complain way too much, and the reason I don't get any recognition is cause my skins are no good, that I''m not smart even though I say that I am intelligent, and all kinds of things that are just plain mean, and rude, and it ended up, everyone sided with him, and I said, haha, yeah probably, I mean, I was just wanting to you know, laugh at myself, like, anyway, I just wanted to be friends... and he said: well it wasn't funny, because it's true, you ARE a joke, and everyone agreed with him, put lol and haha, and hehe, so, I got completely ganged up on. and it ended up making me have a small little breakdown, and writing some really depressing poetry to get my feelings out of me, because I hate that kind of feeling, that is what people end up in the newspaper's obituary for, jerks and people backing those jerks, to the point where it really hurts, it's not fair, and if you guys who run your own servers read this, Don't let that happen, and don't be that kind of admin who joins in on that kind of stuff, and I understand a little playfulness, but don't go overboard, or you end up losing players, and having those players write depressive poetry and stuff, I dunno if the words I'm using here now are laid out too, uh, well, but I think they kinda say what I wanna say, I dunno, just getting my words out, so no hate please... or I might end up with even more poetry ;n;