Well I have found myself spending way more time on the internet than is most likely healthy. I mean like hours of addiction, gaming, and anime watching. Its not normal. But other than that I am going to rant about my insecurities to people I dont know. I wonder have any of you ever had this kind of problem. I mean, I can't even go a day without checking tumbler or twitter now. If I am without internet for awile I have this internal monolog- What if a joke gets told that everyone will be laughing about and I wont know about it or what if I miss a particular episode of Fairy Tail that all my friends will be talking about tommorow and it will get spoiled for me- It panics me and even effects my social life. It scares me, I mean what am I going to do when I grow up and all my friends have jobs and I'm just playing COD in my parent's basement. I mean it's not like i can put "I make MC skins, can draw in cartoon or anime style, play videogames, and spend my life online" on my job resume. I'm insecure and the internet is my greatest pleasure and my greatest weakness.

I feel like I should come out and say it but I have lost so much sleep to my problem. I have huge dark rings under my eyes and can barely stay awake in class. I always feel like shit and I'm never getting my homework done. I'm procastinating on everything I need to do and still never get it done just so I can have that extra hour online. My grades have dropped from all A's to A, B's, and C's. Everyone Learn from my failure and dont be like me.

On another topic who else loved Akame ga Kill I mean I sure did, and welcome to the part of the internet of intelectal badasses (nerds).

- Love, Jct