tired

i'm tired of people and i'm tired of them pushing my buttons, pushing my rage buttons, tired of them playing "how far can we push this kid", im just tired of it and im makeing this blog so others dont feel alone. i dont care when people act like idiot or morons but when they do it just to make me annoyed i show it and then im angery and when i cant vent or let it off physicaly i feel like lead weight is in my soul and heart because its constantly there and you dont know who your going to blow up at. so my solution is to be a machine.


"heart to stone


flesh to ice


soul to numb


let my emotions slip away" - dragenfire68


i become like a machine, i become as ice, i stop careing and i wont be like this at home but only at school. people at my school are like every time they open thier mouth they say something they know is stupid and annoying to me. i can only store so much before it overflows. but i do have ways of being snapped out of this:


a. my friends lives are in danger or they are in trouble with others


b. my own life is in danger


c. music


so iv devised a new person inside one without emotions, people will get one hell of a kick out of this guy than they did normally people will wonder why? wanna know why? it was these people:

• trolls
  
• idiots
  
• morons
  
• dumbasses
  
• my older brother
  
• jerks
  
• posers
  
• those fucks that do stuff just to annoy me
  

they are the one that caused me to make this new side of me. IT SHALL NEVER DOMINATE MY LIFE.