I asked my mom if she can say or tell me anything about why the internet is slightly (+20 ms) lagging all the time EXCEPT for specific days where there is 0 lag at all for the whole day straight, and she told me to "suck it up" and "I don't care"
All I asked was if she knew anything about the problem.
My family doesn't like me.

I managed to obtain my 500x500 original social media pfp from the internet
Went into inspect element of soundcloud and managed to find where they save it to download :O
It's only slightly compressed :o

Stage 1 development done for a new tool called Keydeck, an advanced virtual macro pad
github.com/veillax1354/MQTT-Keydeck

Is this idea cooking?:
There should be a 1 on 1 chatting site with the caveat that they provide a topical topic of debate to argue over, which would change each time u open the site.
I'd call it "1v1 debates" or something like that.
I would love to have something like that to improve my argumentative skills and easily connect with people of opposing ideas to debate and learn :3

My mom and dad say i'm not allowed to go to college unless I make my own meals every day for the summer
but the kitchen is so disgusting, I don't even sit down in there to eat.
wtf can I do
There are slippery coats of ick lining every surface from the refrigerator to the microwave...

Sometimes I wish I could just burst into a creative flow to represent my emotions - words songs anything but my brain is too slow to make something out of it.
I have all the energy and I know what I want to say but I can't represent the words into artistic expression.

does anyone know any non obvious ways to

microplastics scare me - it's like germaphobia I guess, I don't want anything foreign in my body and I dont think thats crazy >w<

Speaking of that, yesterday my mom made me take an antihistamine because my lip had a random bump on it I couldn't figure out...
Only after taking it did she tell me it was also a sedative :(
I don't like that - I don't like that at all
I don't like it when my body doesn't function how I expect it to it scares me :(

But I digress
I'm asking if any of u guys know what causes the ingestion of microplastics, besides having food wrapped plastic?
It's not urgent, I just wanna know :3

Every moment i'm not working I can count the seconds of my life im wasting
When my projects get lost or fail I can feel it all at once.
Almost anything in my entire life has failed.
The only things I can think of that say I haven't wasted time is gaining knowledge for the HOPE of achieving in projects or goals that I haven't even started yet.

they went in saying that all my electives were on the same period but somehow and someway I ended up getting all my electives i asked for besides social justice

Yesterday I made a bunch of comments about some of my thoughts...
But my brain - it seems like after a thousand words it starts to get lazy, and I start to make misspellings and I don't remember to edit my draft into a more understandable format

Simply put, my brain go brr but it goes zzz if I ask it to make my words fancier enough times :(

I used to go to water parks but they became too scary
I hated how i would end up with water up my nose and give me these huge migraines..
they always wanted me to ride this one big one that was the crown of the park
I went with my dad but the weight was too big to his side
it flipped over and I hit my head on the floor of the pool and i was so dizzy and there was so much water up my nose.


I can't look at water parks the same way ever again
they scare me...

2 days in a row now my mom does this...
I didn't even know i could apply for a collage, my school has never told anything about how to - I haven't talked to the staff member that does all the collage help stuff in 3 months because they are never there.

Now my mom links me to a random webinar that I have to sign up for at an unknown time about how to create an application.
She didn't even bother to talk to me about this.
She just links it and when I advocate for myself that I need more context about the program she says I need to take initiative and learn how to read (Even though I always read the whole page)

She doesn't how frustrating and hopeless this makes me feel when my life goes down the gutter over all this help resources being inaccessible to me even though she constantly throws sends me them- when all I wanted was to talk to her face to face about my life for once.



I told her that and she brushed it off.
She said at college I won't have such things, which tells me that she doesn't see me as capable of achieving a higher education.

My mom is an overachiever and I'm incompetent, we don't align well.

I created a fancy golden attire for the group's jam!

Turns out my math teachers aren't going to grade a test that was back work I didn't even know wasn't submitted yet.

This failed assignment is worth more than the entire formative section of my grades.
All those hours of suffering, all those hours off my weekdays slouched over a desk at home was all for nothing because this one blunder took more away from my grade then doing no homework at all.

I didn't even know that the test had a final day to work on it.
My cares teacher always told me to do english work first, he's also my english teacher.

1 assignment will ruin my GPA and my life.

First final taken and my grades already going down.
and I just got a b- too just a week ago.
of course I would score a c+ and go back down.
I studied but to no avail.
Even worse I have 2 more finals in this same class to bring my grade down even more.
I have a low b or b- in quite literally every other class too - so things are only going to get worse from here.
No one would elect a C student - I'm so doomed rn, My mom got perfect grades every class and money is still an issue - what hope do I have?

I'l never be able to make a difference

i have a study guide and i ask for help but she says google the answer
"what is the economic effect of the clinton scandal?""
Which one? I don't remember the lewinsky scandal affecting the economy.
I'm scared because nothing on the study guide we studied in class :/