"We need a new Hulk character. Everyone has run out of ideas. What do we do?" "I know! Add another hulk that has the same powers plus a couple thematic ones and make him a different color!" "...again?" "Well we don't have a pink one yet."
I really like this Webtoon. So I have a plan I saw this tumblr post screenshot on Pinterest in which a person told a story about how as a kid they had the entire shrek movie memorized, and whenever they were bored they would watch it in their head So I'm going to memorize it The Webtoon, not Shrek I'm a genius
My old Victus laptop just broke (worth almost $1k) and I'm unable to get a new one currently. To continue what I currently do across all my projects (OpenProfile, Cornelia, Oct.Ink, 3D Armor mod, mod pack development, and more) I need a device with at least matching specs. All my commissions are currently set to unlimited and will be completed as soon as I have a device to work with.
I feel like a butterfly and by that I mean I feel like I wrapped myself in blankets and my brain melted into the rest of my body
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I'm so tired of all the perfect beautiful things Like a mowed lawn with trimmed trees? ew I want wild. I want exotic. I want the kind of nature that rips and tears and I want to see blood Shattered glass is pretty because it's broken Lions are exciting because they kill I want danger and pain and I don't want to be what everyone keeps saying is right I don't even want to be what I keep saying is right I just want to be
I'm a mess. And I love it. I love both the good and bad things about me. I love even the parts of me that I feel guilty for. I'm on fire and the heat is comforting. The pain is mine and I don't want it fixed. I don't want anything fixed. I'm tired of people thinking we can truly fix anything or that things need to be fixed in the first place. If I'm not feeling pain how will I know that I'm alive? There's a little itty bitty part of me that's still insane. And I'm tired of trying to kill it. Let me be made out of knives and monsters and perpetual crisis. That's me.
And I want that to be fine.
Anyway I'm gonna go take a shower. I'm alright, just feeling a little dramatic today.
I don't know how to explain this feeling. It's slightly sad. It's the feeling of looking at something you wanted that will never happen. It's this emptiness, and this acceptance at the same time. It'll never be, but I'll be ok. I look at it for real for the first time, and I'm ok with letting it go. Its fantasy has been stripped away. I can finally see it in a more objective lens. It's real. And it's not mine. And I think I'm actually good with that. I can move on now.
Does anyone else experience physical pain when having certain strong emotions? Like pressure on your chest that feels like suddenly you have gravity pulling you tighter together from the inside when you feel trapped? Or your fingers start to feel like they have too much blood in them and might pop when you see someone in emotional pain and you feel bad for them?
Idk I kinda wanna be an author But like I don't want to monetize my passion. So maybe not. But dream in general? I just want to get married and raise kids lol
You could write for fun and if you ever make a book that you think could be published you can. If you want to keep it fun just don't get into contracts or anything that forces you to write if you don't want to or write with deadlines etc.
Idk why, but I really love it when a character puts on a mask and lives it so long they can't take it off because suddenly they realize that they forgot who they were they don't know which parts of themself are the mask and which parts are real and it's not like they can compare to their previous self, because parts of them have become like the mask they are the mask now and when they begin to take it off they find nothing beneath but vapor
I think it has some pretty cool potential for like, when a character is impersonating another character, or even has a physical mask that manifests the emotional concept described above. Could make a killer story
ive made a similar story, where a character had a mask that impersonated another power, but hid his true power and self behind the mask. When he was finally able to take the mask off his true power came and he didnt hide behind it anymore Its a cool story but i never got around to continuing it 😅
I'd like to see a character arc of this, where they then go and try to 'recollect' themselves
Heck, even a minor version would do, where before they put on the mask, they'd gather objects or writing that would remind them of themselves, and go through it like a time capsule. It could even get to the point where they're not sure if they like their 'true self' anymore
I'm so tired of the hate. In both directions. Group A screams at Group B Group B screams back. They decide to form their entire identity on hating the other group. Or they enjoy passive aggressively insulting each other in their free time. They call each other basically demons. They forget that we're all people. The other group is the enemy. Every conversation with them is a battle. And we have to win the war against them. Eradicate them. I don't freaking care who's right. Can you guys love each other in your disagreements?
Telling someone to change their mind is never going to work. It's just not. If you disagree with me right now, reading this ain't going to change that. We hold onto our opinions pretty tightly, and the more aggression we face the tighter we hold on. You can't fix the world with protests. How are you changing anyone's mind by telling them to? Or even asking them to? They don't know you. They don't care. You might even be the "enemy" in their eyes. But them disagreeing, even if you're right, doesn't make them less human. How could you possibly know how they got the way they are? If they're so messed up, it must've taken quite a lot of messed up things to get them there. Maybe they were taught it. Maybe they were even forced into it. We don't know. Of course, that doesn't condone any actions. That doesn't mean they aren't terrible people if they are. But they're human. We're all human. Please don't forget that.
What actually changes people's minds? What actually makes them see things the way you do? How can you show them through your own eyes the problems this world has? It's easy. You inspire them. Stop talking, start moving. Be the person you keep saying they should be. Show them that it's possible. That it's helping. That you have a cause worth fighting for. Because you really can't change minds from the crowd. So be the leader you want to see. If the world isn't changing, stop complaining, change it. And if you aren't living like your words, why the heck would anyone listen to you?
I guess you could probably tell me the same thing sometimes, but I'm trying. If you fail but you really tried, at least no one can blame you. Maybe you'll help a few people even. Make one tiny corner of the world a little brighter. It's better than doing nothing.
Are you ever reading and you can see that you're close to the end of the story and it just reminds you That these people These people you've fallen in love with They don't exist Every word is written down. Every twitch of their face, like a recording. It's already done. And the second you finish, you'll lose them. You won't be able to spend time with them anymore. Experience new things with them. Because even before you met them, they were already dead.
Idk, maybe I'm being dramatic, but it's seriously making me sad rn I probably need sleep
I always am wondering after a story, what happened to the characters? What are they doing with their lives after the end? And then that makes me wonder what happened before the events of the story. How are they?
Finished the Purple Hyacinth Webtoon a few minutes ago. (Or what's currently out anyway) It was amazing Like really freaking amazing One of the creators has chronic back pain and can't work on it for until further notice though. I feel really bad for her.
I just fainted :D I'm fine but I can use this to write what it feels like to faint if I ever need to :D This is the best thing ever :D No but like I'm seriously happy about it :D It was kinda fun :D
Purple Hyacinth It's freaking amazing Kinda mystery/thriller/romance. It's on hiatus with no date as to when they'll keep working on it though. The artist is sick. I still think it's worth it.