I couldn't fully enjoy any event related to "Inktober" in October, so this November, I'll try to participate in Fanvember, in October I wasn't doing so well, and when I got better, I had already lost many days to continue my Animaltober, so I will try to participate a lot in Fanvember, I don't know if I can every day, but I should get at least 10, so today I will post the first Fanskin.

We've got a Special Edition Weekly this week (and highly recommend checking it out before watching Minecraft Live!)

Well, today is the day that I'm completely doing nothing, I'm standing at the PC looking at my Desktop, why? Boredom, just boredom, nothing for me is more interesting to do, I don't really know what's going on.

I see others doing these things, and I really don't understand how it can be so interesting, because I can't see it anymore, literally I'm more excited for nothing, even as I try new things, I start these new things and I don't finish, I always start and I don't finish.

Well, that's it, maybe I'll cancel this Animaltober, or even permanently quit Minecraft or simply everything, I'll be able to enjoy nothing in October, and then I'll end up regretting it, I'll get even worse and, I don't know, I'm extremely tired.

The results of the Contest came out and, nothing special, the same thing I said in the previous Wall Posts, except on my skin that was not really good, but I don't want to get mad anymore because, it was predictable, they really wanted to change everything.

Yes, it looks like I can't really have fun making skins anymore, it just seems like I'm really enjoying making this Animaltober, but it's just getting bored, but why do I? I don't know, I have some kind of extreme compulsion that, I really can't ever stop doing something.

But really, it feels like everything is too repetitive for me, and that doesn't just include here, I'm completely losing interest in everything, I really don't know what's going on, it just feels too repetitive, something doesn't change, everything I try to start , I can't finish anymore, because the compulsion returns me to the old.

This last skin doesn't even look right like a Fennec, because I was already losing patience to make the skin, and as you can see, the shading of all skins is completely the same, just change the color, just pay attention to the pixels, they are few things that change, because skins for me, are becoming something so boring that, I'm copying and pasting everything, doing it fast and without precision.

But even so, I get this extreme compulsion that, I can't never stop doing something, I can't explain it very well, but I'm afraid to regret it in the future, I always end up blaming myself, telling myself why I I left and I didn't continue, I always keep saying that in almost everything I try to leave, why? I don't know, I just think, I missed the opportunity to enjoy it, and that's why I end up blaming myself a lot.

I keep wanting to do other things, but I get stuck in one, and I can't get away from it, I wanted to try new things, but something gets stuck in my head, the compulsion gets stuck in my head, and for some reason, the compulsion wants that I do the same thing over and over, but still, I'm not having fun with this thing anymore.

That's it, everything here is complete boredom, I don't know any way to have fun anymore, it's not something I get so well anymore.