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      cosmicfortune
      August 2, 2021, 12:23 am to Public
      i feel like, right now, my brain is static on an old crt. the harsh kind of static too. at full volume. and i can't turn it off.

      make of that what you will.
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      cosmicfortune
      July 27, 2021, 10:50 pm to Public
      cucumbers contain seeds, and therefore, are fruits.
      same with tomatoes. they contain seeds and are fruits.

      my point is, the two hosts of veggietales were, in fact, not actually veggies.
      pharaohbean said 2021-07-28 12:29:04
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      but you see
      fruitytales just doesn't have the same punch
      Mooniium said 2021-07-27 22:52:12
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      I- That's actually pretty fair.
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      cosmicfortune
      July 26, 2021, 5:32 pm to Public
      now back to your regularly scheduled moodposting.
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      cosmicfortune
      July 26, 2021, 5:32 pm to Public
      final update on the person i was waiting on.

      it...didn't go the way i thought it would. i was really mad and confused, but...i guess more than anything i think the way this ended just means it's time for me to let go.

      the world is a weird place and not everything has an answer. some things will forever be unknown. on the bright side, there's now, legitimately, zero reason for me to continue caring about all this. the only person i could talk to about this hasn't been online in YEARS, so that's not gonna happen. in fact, i'm pretty sure their accounts are flat out abandoned completely. besides, i don't think want to talk to them at all. i already stressed myself out so much waiting for this conversation to happen and i don't want to even be connected to those old events or people any more. i really need to let go of all of this. i really shouldn't have been so worried about all of this to begin with. in the end, i suppose this was pretty pointless. well, maybe not completely. i did get to tell someone how the things they did affected me, so it was nice to, at the very least, get that out.

      it'll take some time to get used to not worrying about all of this and generally moving on, but...i guess we'll just have to wait and see how i do. so...yeah. "the end", i guess.

      the end.

      thanks for the support you guys have shown me, even though you have zero idea as to what any of this was lol.
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      cosmicfortune
      July 25, 2021, 7:43 pm to Public
      in case you were wondering, i'm still waiting for that thing i mentioned a couple of days ago. i'm starting to have second thoughts, but i also know that if i stop now it'll bug me that i didn't do it. it's already been bugging me for like, 4 years.

      the scary thought is that even after doing it, i might not even feel any better. what if things end up worse?

      you know what? i'll keep going. i've already delayed talking to them for this long.


      sorry for being so vague, but i feel like i have to be all things considered. i just need to vent.
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