its crazy i joined this site when i was 11, now im about to be 18 and graduating high school. i even wrote about this in my college applications because it was such a big part of my life. this website and all the stuff i post and say is an archive of my childhood which you can very clearly see slowly fade away over time. i dont feel nostalgic looking back on everything, i more so feel like its just been a fever dream. i dont think ive really grown into a “good person” like i wanted to, but im beyond that point of growing into it. the only thing i can do now is seek serious professional help and try to revert bad habits. however, this website has been one of the more positive aspects of my life and for some reason i always come back. i couldnt thank it more for being the root of my art journey and giving me some life long friends which i still talk to from time to time. idk why im writing this with such a big revelation haha, sometimes things arent that deep but its comforting to think so.

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I also wanted to take this (rare) opportunity to say, I miss you, PMCer's. Back in October when we made this announcement, we thought after a few weeks, maybe at most a month, I would have a little more time and be in a groove with our small human and return to writing the Weekly's and be involved in this wonderful community once again. Turns out, she runs the show and requires basically every second of my time. She's lucky she's cute. 😛 I don't know when I'll start having time to write the newsletter again, but just know that it's always on my mind as are you 💙 Hope you are all doing great and are happy and healthy! Keep creating, playing, and being you!

Love,
Mrs. PMC