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  eluusive
  January 13, 2024, 10:13 pm to Public
  little update since I've been inactive for a bit!
  
  from august to december I was busy with literally just passing my classes. for some reason, my faculty advisor told I could handle the workload of three major courses, all of which I've been informed now that are the hardest classes at my university due to the professors that teach them (biochemistry, physics I, and general physiology). I don't mean to be rude, but these professors made what could be simple painstakingly hard, now that ii'm revising each of these subjects to prepare for the MCAT in June. somehow I managed to pass all my classes, but my health took a big blow.
  
  for a bit, I've thought I had narcolepsy, which causes a person to fall asleep spontaneously, but my doctor refused to have me tested for it despite my complaints. I didn't think my tiredness was anything more than my usual fatigue, until I fell asleep during a physics exam AND a biochemistry exam. fortunately, I switched doctors, and now she's having me do a sleep study, have some blood tests done, referred me to a new genetic specialist since my last one retired, and prescribed me some medication to help with my depression, so we can hopefully figure out the root of the problem.
  
  last week was my first week back of the semester. I've got a much easier course load this semester, rejoined the choir ensemble on campus, and signed up for a study abroad class to Greece to study Apostle Paul. I'm also working out every day in preparation for this trip since it requires a lot of walking, but also it helps with my overall pain management. And, along with all this, I'm studying for my MCAT every day. Surprisingly, I find most of it interesting (physics is the bane of my existence). but it's really just hit me that this is the year I apply to medical school. this is the year that I find out if I get in to my dream medical school. and that's crazy to me. I can't seem to figure out where my youth is gone, and yet, I'm so unbelievably excited for what's to come.
  
  so for now, I'm gonna step back a bit from PMC. I'm not leaving; I'll just pop in from time to time to see what I'm missing. to give updates on my health, as well as on my journey to becoming a doctor. maybe upload a skin or two.
  
  thanks to each of my subscribers and friends for following me, and for sticking with me through the years. I love you all <3 see you again soon!
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  mcrjellyfish said 2024-01-13 22:51:42

  

  thanks for givin us an update!! all those courses sound very stressful, props to you for gettin through it! i hope for the best for everything in your future :D
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  eluusive
  November 1, 2023, 4:42 pm to Public
  don't tell spongie
  (won the 50/50 at 12 pity??? I think this is the best luck I've ever had)
  
  
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  NotLizzie said 2023-11-01 17:30:40

  

  OMG HOTTIE

  Spongie said 2023-11-01 16:49:22

  

  LSBDKSVDSKBDKSVDKSXBZLXBKXCB
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  eluusive
  October 24, 2023, 4:29 pm to Public
  i signed up for my MCAT (the big test to get into medical school) today 🥲 it’s not for another 8 months but i’m already stressed
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  eluusive
  October 17, 2023, 8:03 pm to Public
  fighting the urge to buy another pair of big platform shoes to cope with stress 💀
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  Ravacodo replied to eluusive's comment below 2023-10-18 19:10:46

  

  omg platform crocs that is a need

  eluusive replied to Ravacodo's comment below 2023-10-18 17:13:57

  

  I have all kinds!! platform converse, crocs, doc marten sandals and boots...the list goes on. I can't function without platforms ahaha

  Ravacodo said 2023-10-18 00:13:05

  

  what platform shoes do you already have? i am also in the market to buy more lol

  Spongie said 2023-10-17 21:37:26

  

  REAL
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  eluusive
  October 11, 2023, 9:42 am to Public
  got him after grinding out 112 wishes 💪🏽 he's so pretty
  
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  eluusive
  September 19, 2023, 8:43 pm to Public
  every year it never fails that i am late to this but happy hispanic & latinx heritage month !!! :] 🇬🇹
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  eluusive
  August 25, 2023, 12:42 pm to Public
  eurghhh i move back into my dorm tomorrow
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  Mellie said 2023-08-26 07:51:19

  

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  eluusive
  May 9, 2023, 4:54 pm to Public
  hi :] i'm back i think !!!
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  Jasmine_ said 2023-05-09 21:05:46

  

  hiii!!!

  mcrjellyfish said 2023-05-09 18:38:53

  

  yippee hi hi hi!!!

  JadeFire170 said 2023-05-09 17:17:32

  

  Hiii :1

  MerBatPhan89 said 2023-05-09 17:03:53

  

  Welcome back!!! 🙂

  MoonAstraea said 2023-05-09 16:57:56

  

  hello :) welcome back!
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  eluusive
  April 27, 2023, 7:45 pm to Public
  i had my last teenage year birthday today 🥲
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  MerBatPhan89 said 2023-04-29 14:15:00

  

  Happy birthday!!!🎈🎂 🥳🎉🎊

  Mellie said 2023-04-28 07:44:34

  

  Omg, happy birthday! :D <3

  dreamCritting said 2023-04-28 04:26:31

  

  Happy birthday :D

  lacuna said 2023-04-27 22:24:42

  

  happy birthday!!! <33

  crowedd said 2023-04-27 22:14:22

  

  happy birthday!

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  eluusive
  March 29, 2023, 11:51 pm to Public
  taking a break again. my chronic pain and anxiety has really been bogging me down lately. i'm still grieving the recent loss of two family members and a family friend and i've literally never delt with a loss in my family before. i think i just need to focus on myself and heal a little bit because i have to start applying to med schools soon (yikes!!!), so i really just need to step away from pmc for a bit since i've been using it as a distraction. see you guys later!
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  MerBatPhan89 said 2023-03-31 11:12:33

  

  Hang in there, I'm praying that you'll feel better soon.

  IGEBM said 2023-03-30 07:41:11

  

  I’m so sorry! We’ll all (hopefully) be here when you return

  aquarine said 2023-03-30 07:40:22

  

  get better soon mate

  Mellie said 2023-03-30 07:27:41

  

  Aww, I'm super sorry you're going through all that ;-; Take as long as you want/need, hoping things improve for you! <33

  NotLizzie said 2023-03-30 06:24:17

  

  Oh no! I hope you feel better soon :)

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  eluusive
  March 24, 2023, 11:40 am to Public
  Ramadan Kareem !!!
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  eluusive
  March 6, 2023, 8:40 pm to Public
  i wish i could just lay my head in my textbooks and osmosis all the knowledge into my brain because I CANNOT MAKE MYSELF STUDY !!!!
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  aquarine said 2023-03-07 15:26:49

  

  same mate same

  mcrjellyfish said 2023-03-06 20:53:18

  

  grahhh if only ,,, i feel you </3 good luck soldier
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  eluusive
  March 2, 2023, 12:28 am to Public
  my main genshin team fits the template 💀 also yes i know my team is goofy i only like to build my favorite characters
  
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  NotLizzie said 2023-03-02 06:34:06

  

  LOL SLAY!!
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  eluusive
  February 25, 2023, 6:17 pm to Public
  been in a depressive funk lately so I decided to doodle a bit to cheer myself up :)
  
  
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  Saturn Marz said 2023-02-26 00:16:19

  

  I hope you get to feeling better I know it's hard and a struggle sometimes but you can push through ❤️
  Also I love your art style oh my god it look so good-

  ClayMan1077 said 2023-02-25 18:45:05

  

  This looks awesome nice job!

  eluusive replied to Boba_Mushy's comment below 2023-02-25 18:22:41

  

  thanks, i appreciate it <3 i'm already feeling a little better than i have been so i'm trying to stay positive about everything

  eluusive replied to Spongie's comment below 2023-02-25 18:20:46

  

  thank you <3

  Boba_Mushy said 2023-02-25 18:20:26

  

  The art is so pretty. I hope you feel mentally better soon

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  eluusive
  February 22, 2023, 3:18 pm to Public
  new support stamp !!! Noo2 rlly popped off with this one send them some love <333
  
  
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  Noo2 said 2023-02-23 02:39:52

  

  lEt me INtROduCe yOU tO soMe nEw tHaAAaaAanGs

  lacuna said 2023-02-22 15:19:54

  

  pretty <3 <3
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  eluusive
  February 14, 2023, 3:45 pm to Public
  happy valentine’s day !! to celebrate we made polyurethane cupcakes in organic chemistry lab today :D
  
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  mcrjellyfish replied to eluusive's comment below 2023-02-14 18:53:26

  

  NOO THEY LOOKED TASTYY 💔💔💔

  eluusive replied to mcrjellyfish's comment below 2023-02-14 18:45:02

  

  i wish they were edible !!! it’s toxic to ingest but they looked so yummy :( forbidden snack

  mcrjellyfish said 2023-02-14 16:44:52

  

  how do they taste like !!! (r they edible)
  n happy valentine’s day :3
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  eluusive
  February 11, 2023, 11:40 pm to Public
  i don’t think i have ever related to a character more and that fact scares me. i can already feel myself hyperfixating even more on this character. he just like me fr
  
  
  
  
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  eluusive
  February 5, 2023, 4:39 pm to Public
  I WON MY FIRST 50/50 AFTER THREE YEARS OF PLAYING 😭
  
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  aquarine said 2023-02-06 08:16:23

  

  congrats!!

  ObsidianFoxPlayz said 2023-02-06 00:21:31

  

  Congrats :)

  MoonAstraea said 2023-02-05 16:48:07

  

  congrats!!

  mcrjellyfish said 2023-02-05 16:41:36

  

  damn first 50/50?? im so sorry genshin gacha luck hated you 😭😭 CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!
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  eluusive
  January 20, 2023, 11:46 pm to Public
  thanks for 500 subs!! i know i’m not the most present on here but i love you all :) i wish i could do a contest or jam to celebrate but i’m going through some personal issues right now that keeps me from being as active as i want, so for now, thanks for sticking around! <3
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  Jupit3r said 2023-01-21 13:47:13

  

  Ofc!!! :) you’re the best and I hope everything you’re going thru gets better!
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  eluusive shared aquarine's post
  January 13, 2023, 2:11 am with Public
  platform shoes, lip piercings, and alice in borderland :)

  

  aquarine
  January 12, 2023, 5:20 pm to Public

  let’s make this a trend y’all 😎 what are 3 major obsessions you have rn?

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