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I really hate when teachers thing that a video where they are very monotone as they talk over a white blank PowerPoint is enough to teach a subject enough for their student to understand the topic enough to complete a lab and an assignment all in the same class without homework

anyway this is day 10 of me realizing ap bio was a mistake and I was sold propaganda from the people who took it last year (but it won’t be a mistake once I get those 10 credits at the end of the yearrrrr)

forced to read a book i hate and talk about how Good the Symbolism is for the sake of my grade

pro tip: do not take five ap classes and do not stage manager and be the only stage manager on top of those five aps and just never seem to get enough sleep all at once you will want to cry everyday after school

So beautiful 💜

oh pan!shubble you are so dear to me

Oh also my friend has an anarchy lifesteal server that I'm the moderator and host for so I might as well share it here
Joining the discord is required to join: https://discord.gg/E8TYyUHwPt
Feel free to join at any time and run /link {mc_username} in the self-whitelist channel

I’ve come to accept the fact I’m going to be a broke starving artist the rest of my life but I’d rather be fulfilled in my career and poor than miserable in my career and rich which isn’t a good mindset to have in this capitalistic society we live in but i could care less

Work be like "Ooh can you come it until midnight please?" and then also be like "Hey so there's a mandatory store meeting at 8:15 tomorrow morning that everyone has to go to" (bear in mind work is 20-30m drive depending on the time) auururrrrgggghhhhh why must you do this to me

this week sucks actually

mfw I want to set up my sdr dongle to capture and dump ADS-B data but then I can't find it

1. Minecraft - Probably at least 10k hours over the last 13 years between legacy console, PE, BE, and JE
2. Just Cause 3 and Satisfactory at 300 hours
3. Risk of Rain 2 and VR Chat at around 120ish hours
I tend to diversify the time I spend playing game

So I did some uhh... some thinking
I realized that everywhere I go and in every single interaction that I'm never truly being me, like I act differently, use different bits, different vocabulary, laugh at and tell different jokes, to the point that I've kinda got whole different "personalities" kinda for each group I'm in, to the point that I don't even know what "real me" is, like, in some groups I'll tell some kinds of jokes that I wouldn't even laugh at in other groups, I don't know the best way to explain it but it's weird thinking about it and frankly makes me uncomfortable realizing this

I think this might be one of the reasons I don't feel like I truly fit in anywhere
IDK, what do you all think about this?

yknow sometimes I wonder if the people I talk to and play games with actually enjoy my presence
basically I'm in this group and sometimes we play repo a bit but every time I join it seems like all the blame is pushed on me
also some of the people are just rude af to me

I wonder if there's gonna be any circle in which I actually do fit in

rehearsals canceled because of the weather think of all
the procrastinating I can get done instead of doing homework this is great

highly recommend taking a art history class maybe it’s because I’m taking it ap and it’s different in college but I’m having so much fun I love art and history and art history

is this site even still relevant anymore

was supposed to lock in on business today but then i got hit with being Sick. gotta get better before monday dawg its fried

had to drive just over 500km today (like 312mi or smthn)
all for 800 pictures
which only about half of them are usable
and now my allergies are killing me
woe is me

I started this a month ago but uh I was busy pan!shubble drawn as the fool in her wedding gown album cover cause I saw a edit of her to the song and it suits her so well



the quality is bad I’m sorry guys