thank you SO much for 850 subscribers !! <3 i’m so grateful for all the lovely comments and support. every day is a step closer to 1K !! 🌷🧡

shoutout to every1 who signed this surprise bday card 4 me. big smooch on da cheek to these guys (left to right) girl_liker mcrjellyfish Jasmine_ fluffybootz Fiend liIy CactiFern and the biggest shoutout to Lebecco for organizing the card ;3

It is officially my birthday 🎂

today I got asked if I was a teacher
im a senior.. :sob:

shoutout to Lebecco for being the most amazing person in the world. Best birthday gift or gift in general I have ever received, I genuinely cried 😭 thank you Leb <3

for research purposes, what two colors do you associate with the state of florida?

Feel like I’m slowly struggling to breathe…

Oh hell no
i was about to turn the lights off to go to sleep and realised my eyes are starting to get swollen 😭

While I was in hospital having my procedure my grandmother who never fails to be covered in cat hair came over (I’m allergic to cat hair)
when I came back home she was gone
in the evening I take this medication to help my allergies
because of morphine I think I had it this morning it for sure I had it yesterday not sure ant today tho - I think it makes u forgetful or smth
i couldnt remember whether I took my allergy meds or not so I couldn’t risk taking it at all

now I have hives everywhere
yIpPeE =D

I took a diff allergy thing but it’s weaker

last time I had an allergic reaction because of my grandmother I either almost did or did have an anaphylactic shock (idk how to spell it) ;-;
I can’t remember exactly what happened but I think my eyes were swollen for over a month

*sighs*
life never fails to be a terrible surprise ;-;

thank goodness pmc finally decided I am in fact human

APPARENTLY IN EMGLAND WE WILL BE ABLE TO SEE THE NORTHERN LIGHTS TONIGHT?? 😭

also happy anniversary to weezer

happy 7 year anniversary to history of the entire world, i guess

POV someone replies to you on a wall post but pmc won’t let you go to the place they replied to so now your dying to know what they are saying and it probably sounds like your being rude 😔

FYI yes I am a strange/weird person
but after my procedure even though it’s the day after I’m still not fully myself
so if I say anything wrong I am sorry in advance I can barely think straight after my procedure

Finally home

last night was scary
think I was hallucinating because I had morphine

My Mum was in the toilet (this was real)
but I heard someone with my mums voice talking to me every time I shut my eyes
they kept saying
’go to bed’
’lie down’

’go to bed or I will kill you’ (they sounded so fucking serious and scary)
‘Go to bed I will kill you…’
’dont worry it won’t hurt… (then in an evil sounding voice) ‘… just a little bit’

i was so fucking scared I thought some fucking ghost was preparing for me to be taken to the afterlife or something 😭
Felt like death was fucking talking to me but in my mums voice
the voice was my mums but it was so weird and strange not like my mums as well
it was soothing but had an edge of threat 😭

all this week I’ve been losing my mind and yesterday was the worst
on Monday while tryna falol asleep I was having a panic attack
my vision was weird and blurry
and blotches kept flashing being blurry then not blurry
something happened on Wednesday I can’t remember what
thursday I was hearin voices

wtf will happen next :/

STOPP THE CHANGES TO THE ERAS TOUR OMG !! i’m in loveee

i Love him (Saul Goodman)

STIO THIS GROUP IS SO DEAD RN