ItzLilliana

boosted a but

would u like sum crap? here x_x *actually shaking rn* HES MY FREAKING BEST FRIEND LIKE WTH-

dawg

vent bc I am rlly fcking upset,
so I asked him "do u still love me" and he replied, "I want you to answer this yourself. I want you to look at my attitudes, my actions, and my behavior, and see if I still love you or if I simply want someone else now."
so I replied, idek.
so he blew up, and said, do u feel like I love you?
and I said ok.
and then he starts with the "Oh you know it hurts when u say stuff like that."
and "your just to young to understand what love is,and I never will understand"
and "Tell me, what would happen if—one day—I stopped writing? Most likely, it would mean I’ve already left for someone else—wouldn't you believe that?
After all, you don't know what I do with my days; you don't know who I talk to."
which made me tick off..bc I trust him..even after he was out with a friend "Maria" riding bikes..
and I asked so are u joking again like the last time and he said, I am for real, I am only someone momentarily.
and "The truth is, I want someone who will understand me better."
and I said a...ok
that's when he told me to "grow up lol"
and I just started crying,
and we go back to a yr ago when he said he was going to die at 30, and now its 25. so I was already havening a breakdown.
and I asked, so is this a good bye or?
which he said "yes but no returning."
and I already kinda knew this was going to happen, and I said Ok 👍 I already knew this was going to happen, and that's when he starts with the smart ass comments like "I'm glad your taking it well"
so we kept talking and I said u lied, u promised to stay "forever:
and he simply replied, I lied lol, and you know I never follow through on anything Nina."
and I said I guess she was better huh? and he said who and said Oh Maria? nah shes got a bf. BUT on his pf its a PIC OF HER AND it says Maria simply enchanting""
and he told me he was going to leave me without saying anything but still said :here I am explaining it to u"
so yeah. he said I am going to bed, I got more important stuff to do Tmr".
so yeah...
I wasn't thinking,
so now I regret what I did and said.

wait who's pov is that pb from

Why ye be wafflez?

Your banner genuinely blew mind to smithereens

lilliana..?
what did the girl who asked to be our family say to you because-

she is NOT responding to me

may the 4th be with you HEHEHHJEJEJEHJHEHEHAHAHAHEJAWJAHFA

Thanks for the subbie! *gives u a can of beans*