*RAMBLE INCOMING*

so here we go! I’m not really active here, and even so I’ve never been much of a talker - I’m sorry for that! I’ve been making skins for 9 years now (you’d think I’d be better at it considering the time) it has gone from hobby to a passion then to a source of income that has called in clutch several times throughout the past ~3 years.
I want to come on here for my last hurrah - I’m feeling destroyed as a person & my mental health has finally hit 0 so it’s time for desperate measures! I want to put some positivity out there so I can start to feel something again.

I couldn’t be anymore grateful for those who have given me a chance to have a platform doing something I truly love. Even just for 5 followers - I’ve always taken so much pride in providing something to people that they enjoy. I’m so happy with what I’ve achieved and extend my thanks to not just my followers but anyone who has chucked a like onto anything I’ve made or even just taken the time to look at one of my creations.

When I started to skin professionally, I was 18 years old. I dropped out of high school after I was assaulted & had lost my job because - in summary - my boss hated me. I felt SO low and spent months locked away in a dark room where if I wasn’t crying I was sleeping or eating away my feelings - or skinning. I skinning the most during that time - & one day I pulled myself out of bed to a message on here asking if I’d be interested in joining up with a company. The pure happiness!! Skinning relit the feeling of purpose in life and I will forever be grateful for that. The opportunity came at a time where not only I was depressed & resorting to self harm again, but also where I could hardly afford to eat or pay bills - & skins were able to completely change that. All in all, I owe so so much to everyone whose supported me & my directors.

seriously - thank you all so much. Now looping back into why this is my ‘last hurrah’ - I am going to be turn inactive for an indefinite amount of time. I feel so, so low due to situations in my personal life & I don’t want to run back into that hole I was in years ago - so I’m going to dedicate my energy into fixing my issues head on. I’ll be back here someday soon. Take care of yourself <3

Merry Christmas everyone! The hot temps decided to step aside in Aus for the day, thank gooooood. Here’s to a prosperous 2021 full of health & recovery! I’m gonna toddle off and crack open a bottle of bailey’s (don’t come for me, is it really Christmas if you don’t start early??) stay safe everyone! <333

a reminder that you’re allowed to cut out toxicity from your life, no matter who or what it is from <3 keep washing your hands, wear your masks and damn it don’t touch your face!!

tldr; if you're speaking to someone who is a specialist in a field, don't go into a conversation with them assuming everything they say is wrong. mate, didn't spend years learning how to do my job at all, ay?

heck i've been dead for a while dealing with a lot of personal stuff and came back to absolute notification mayhem thank you everyone for all the love - special shout out to PickleCat & MNekoChan in particular <3 hope everyone is doing well!!