Message towards someone specific
I just noticed you disappearance(again). I didn't do anything. If you want to discuss the situaiton. I have discord(wojtechthedemon)

Little reflexion again?

Venting doesn't mean that you are weak, you prove the opposite. Imagine, how many would like to talk about their issues, yet are unable due to conditions(fear, feeling of useless etc.).
If you talk about yourself, you show that you are a human. No one is perfect, everyone has their flaws. Even if you struggle with bad thoughts, there is always a "good samaritian", who is willing to help you - discuss it or even share support contacts to help you.

Good samaritanian is from the bible, it refers to a person who took care of someone who was in need. Samaritians were considered as "worse" by jews. The victim(jew) was robbed, injured and his fate was ignored by his people. Soon the "worse" one came and noticed the poor. He helped him, no matter if the person was x or y. Even the status of both didn't matter, you help because you want to help.

Mental issues are not fun and one talk can change a lot.
Don't be afraid that people would make fun of you - it just shows how they are and karma might come. Avoid harrassing someone that is in a bad situation. Your actions have a price, be aware of it.
I know that it is complicatelly written, I am open for explanations.

Stay strong guys and don't be afraid to talk about your struggles.
Everything will be okay, be patient. I believe in a improvement of your situation.

Greetings
Enny

WIP :>

jams?

I have necroposted

:)

just a friendly reminder to join the skin jam me and fawne setup

join the jam side we have toast!

JOIN USSS

Aaa so as a bit of a comeback I made a skin to showcase my commissions better (because im broke and i need money to buy clothes like an adult) Here they are, a standard and HD version of the same design. My commission info is on my linktree, on my profile

https://www.planetminecraft.com/skin/no-one-knows-who-i-am-but-it-s-okay/


HD skin
https://www.planetminecraft.com/skin/i-m-fine-never-giving-up/

I KLIL MICHAEL THE ZREBA!! SHAHHAHAH AHAH SHAHSB HAHA

itsa me, your favorite person who very rarely is on the site.

To give a bit of context as to why I'm so inactive, late last year I got out of a pretty toxic friendship. The friendship being toxic isn't completely the other persons fault, I was a bad friend for years by enabling the behavior and ignoring any issues. A lot of our friendship was me acting less of a friend, and more of a therapist for this person, which again I enabled their behavior, but it lead to this ultimate ending of our friendship.
I will not be giving details on who, and I do not wish anyone to try and find out who I am referring to. The end of this friendship hurt me, not in a way of loosing a close friend, but in a way of having my eyes opened to how much i cared for them compared to how little they cared for me.

It's been very hard on me, this friend had unintentionally been downplaying and invalidating my medical conditions and issues (which are diagnosed) in favor of how terrible their issues were compared to mine. Since I no longer have this person around, I don't have the same lack of focus on my own medical issues, which has its ups and downs. I am finally able to recognize and try and care for my issues, but I am also struggling greatly with both my mental and physical coping of these issues.

I am very scared that my friendship being over with this person will result in rumours or hate directed at me, so I isolated myself to defend from something that will hopefully never happen.

All that being said, thank you so much for reading this little vent, I've met a lot of incredible people via this site and I hope that I get the opportunity to keep all the incredible friends I've made.

Love y'all

fighting for my LIFE to find what email pmcgrandma was