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people have the right to talk about things that effect them.
specially when it can change their entire life.

try to be in their shoes, to see what it's like.

does anyone feel bad for not drawing their OC's?
for some reason I have this back and forth with myself,
I wanna draw my characters but then I tell myself I'll draw them when I improve, but I wanna draw them now. and then back and forth, back and forth.

I want to draw but idk who to draw so...
any suggestions ?

happy pride month ya'll!
Hope all of you have a wonder month filled with happiness!
I think this is my first pride month where I know my sexuality and aint confused about it lol. I hope everyone is safe and happy!

hey so abt my last post. My surgery went well no problems, I am going to physical therapy for a couple of weeks now.
before I mention the main reason why I posted this, just wanted to say that I plan on uploading at least 3 or 2 skins.
so anyway I have another surgery coming up. for my nose.

I have a deviated septum and I am going to get fixed
since it bothers me quite a lot during the day and at night.
but that aint for another month.

thats all ^^ just wanted to update ya'll

hello! wanted to say a few things about the incoming weeks.

so I am going into surgery in about a week, for my endometriosis.
They are just gonna burn off the excess endometriosis tissue and do a few other things as well.
Reason for telling y'all this is because I'm not gonna be here for awhile maybe about a month? or a little over that.
Just so I can be physically and mentally ready to start uploading again.

ik it's a very personal thing, I probably didn't have to mention it at all.
But I know there are some people with endometriosis who feel alone and unheard. I just wanted those people who may see this post to know that you aren't alone.
well that"s all. hopefully it will go smoothly. <3

yo, whats up. wanted to say something on art development real quick.

I started drawing when I was 11. I am 16 now, and I haven't had the greatest thought process through it. Hate to say it but I ignored the advice people gave me because I wanted to do it my way. I am just now learning that If I had just listen and done the work I was able and could have done, I wouldn't be in my situation. Of course everyone's journeys are different. not all the same. But if I can give people one piece of advice it would be this. (this also can apply to many things btw)

start small. Don't force yourself to do something huge and something you probably can't handle because you'll only be faced with disappointment. Trust me. As someone who has not done this multiple times and not listened each time until now. It will only hurt and discourage you. gradually build up your skill, there is no need to rush. do what you do everyday, love, take it in, and grow. (take breaks too btw) As long as you have your passion and the will to do what you love then you'll succeed. Don't give up or in. Don't listen to the voice in your head telling you that you suck or you can't do it. You CAN do this. (idk if this part sounds cheesy but frick it)

Prove the voice wrong show it that you can and will do what it says you can't.

well. thats all from me. <3

finally after 6 months after not uploading
I have reached lvl 44

a phase I suggest you skip is shipping wars.
i honestly dont gotta say anything else

started working on a few skins yesterday, AND WOW.
I did not think trying to get color shades and highlights would be this difficult.
man I am very rusty