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While the majority of my favorite anime series have an overpowered protagonist in a fantasy world such as:

One Punch Man

The Disastrous Life of Saiki K

Mob Psycho 100

Problem Children Are Coming From Another World Aren't They?

Cautious Hero: The Hero is Overpowered But Overly Cautious

My absolute favorite anime is actually very realistic and was in fact inspired by real life events. And that's the movie, "The Silent Voice" (or "The Shape of Voice" depending on translation). 10 out of 10 (I absolutely recommend watching it if you haven't, that is unless you have sensitivities to themes/topics of depression and suicidality.)

Pretty much every movie made for the MCU (Marvel Cinematic Universe) -- Endgame being probably my favorite though.

The Pirates of the Caribbean Series

The Lord of The Rings and Hobbit Trilogies

Star Wars

(Can't Think of Anything Else Right Now)

Pride and Prejudice (I literally started to laugh and cry at the same time during the end of the movie when Elizabeth was explaining to her father why she wants to marry Mr. Darcy...my sister didn't know what to what to do with me...we don't talk about it...it's embarrassing)

The Anne of Green Gables Trilogy

The When Calls the Heart TV Series

Heartland

Fields of the Nephilim

Nosferatu

The Wake

Sonsombre

The Merry Thoughts

Sisters of Mercy

Inkubus Sukkubus -- goth rock / pagan rock

Semblant

Stitched Up Heart

New Years Day

(Goth inspired metal used to be my favorite style of music. This was until I started listening to gothic rock, which swiftly put all metal at the way-side. It was what initially drew me to goth rock. I always wondered why I enjoyed goth inspired metal, because metal isn't typically my type of music (with a few exceptions), so I thought I'd try listening to actual goth music in which case I was hooked.)

Starset

Falling In Reverse

(I mean if we want to be technical I've only listened to two songs from both Starset (My Demons, and Trials) and Falling In Reverse (Losing my Life, and Popular Monster)
So I guess the songs listed can exist in my list of favorites, but not the two bands, because I never got that deep in their music.

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Blackpink

KDA

Dreamcatcher

Loona

Heilung -- an experimental folk group, inspired by texts and runic inscriptions from the Germanic people during the Bronze, Iron, and Viking Age --(also fairly high on the list of favorites)

Paleowolf -- shamanic, tribal and prehistoric ambiental music

Trobar de Morte -- tribal, ritualist styled music

NF -- rapper

Faouzia -- pop singer

Nathan Wagner -- pop singer

Mattia Cupelli -- composer of orchestral music as well as a merge of minimal electronic and neo-classical/ambient

The Enigma TNG -- dark electronic music

SKYND -- electronic/industrial/experimental music that delves into the darkest places of the human mind

[​I'm also a fan of Witch House -- which is a micro-genre of EDM]

I'm not always the best conversationalist but my PMs are always open if you want to chat.

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I'm a 26 yr old (as of Oct 5 2020) Christian guy. I see beauty in things that most people that I know do not, particularly when it comes to having a darker aesthetic -- an aesthetic that I love very much, although it mainly stays within the realm of décor and aesthetic for me, and not so much in the way I dress (that seems to change as time goes on though). I find inspiration for my skins based on the music I'm listening to in the given moment.

I've never had any support system from anyone to be who I want to be (in just about any context). Everyone just wants me to fit in, but I don't want to -- I just want to be myself. Every person is gifted the opportunity to live once. I don't intend on spending my entire life miserable, just trying to make everyone else happy, only to make it to the end and never have truly lived. My childhood really wasn't that great, so I find myself a lot of times just wanting to make someone's day and bring a little joy.

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I really enjoy (for non-academic / non-occupational purposes) researching criminology, psychology, cold cases, heinous criminal cases, and serial killers. Serial killers are my favorite topic to research.
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I have no idea what personality I would have based on the Meyers Briggs personality test, but here's my Big 5 Factor model for anyone who's interested in what I'm like:



Typically within the big 5 factor model they will estimate neuroticism -- not emotional stability, which is the opposite of neuroticism. Neuroticism is pretty much how prone someone is to experiencing strong fluctuations in emotion, as well as feeling negative emotions. Since they used "Emotional stability" in their test and its extremely high, it simply means that the neuroticism is very low.

Another thing to note is that the "Intellect/Imagination" is just another name for "Openness to Experience" which has to do with someone's openness to new things, new ideas, and new experiences as well as how imaginative the individual is. It doesn't really have anything to do with IQ, so I feel like they should have just used the normal title. The one used could be a bit misleading.

In short what the chart shows is:

1.) I'm an Introvert
2.) I'm not prone to strong emotions, negative emotions, or strong emotional fluctuations
3.) I tend to be hard-headed, competitive, and extremely skeptical of other people's intentions
4.) I can be spontaneous and tend to be very flexible during disorganized situations
5.) I'm very open to new ideas/experiences and I'm very imaginative

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A very relatable song: