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whoops... i disappeared for a while // anyways, here is #3 of drawing my subscribers' ocssss!! this is Moon's persona with a little bit of my interpretation (also i have no idea how to tell who is active on this platform or not.. i can only hope lmao)

i know life is hard and confusing, but it's a lot worse after you've accidentally convinced yourself all the hard and confusing is behind you.

... so when that lie is proven wrong, and you get punched in the face again, don't stop trying. trust that God "know[​s] the plans [​he] ha[​s] for you... plans for welfare, and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope." (Jeremiah 29:11)

disclaimer, i know there will be people who think this is random crap i'm saying or i'm being insensitive. i know that, and i know i can't really do anything about that. and i'm not saying those people are worse or less important than others.

but for those who are listening, i say this from experience. i have gone through and am going through a hard and confusing time right now. but after singing for an hour and a half about how God will never leave me, and how he's got my whole family and future and life in his hands, and no matter what his plans are they are for my good, i feel lighter.

i still really hope things will end up the way i want. but i think... i think i've gotten a bit closer to coming to peace with the fact that things will end up how they end up. i can't change the words on the next pages of my story. i can't decide who will be in them. i can't decide what will stand the test of time or what will change. all i can do is keep my eyes on the truth and do what i know is right no matter what.

not sure if anyone will relate to this, or care, and comments are turned off to prevent any arguments. but to anyone and everyone who reads this, you are loved and seen more than you could ever imagine. you are beautiful and made just the way you were supposed to be. you mess up sometimes, that's true. we all do. but you can be forgiven if you accept God's forgiveness. things in this broken world will be hard and confusing and try to knock you down. they really will. but just wait. just wait. there's no night without a sunrise, and there's no mountain without a peak.