Quite (un)funny how I've already cut out 2 entire chapters for a relatively interesting beginning and had to temporarily get rid of 2 characters for a better pacing. Just so you know, I had like, 5 chapters planned out. Now I only have 2 chapters worth of story and have to figure out how to move all the important stuff from the deleted scenes to next chapters (I do have a general plot, I'm talking about the chapters that were planned out fully).

At first my intention was to write a story in a rather simple way — just describing whatever the heck is happening and that's it. And here I am, trying to make the beginning engaging, wondering what POV to use, trying to write less straightforward and more pleasing, changing the story just so it blends with the writing, thinking about logic way more than I did before, cutting out scenes that feel unnatural...

I'm just writing a real book at this point instead of a little cringy fic. This takes far more time than I expected. I'll have such a hard time translating it into English...

Anyway, once again, I really hope it turns out good... ish, at least. If I ever feel confident with the written chapters, I'll post 'em. Right now though, I fear that I'll have to rewrite a lot, so that basically means no publishing until everything's finished.

No, I do not intend on making long wallposts everyday. I just had a lot of thoughts and stuff. Thanks to whoever cares to read all that.

До скорого, ай гесс.

!!YAPPING WARNING!! !!ОГРОМНЫЙ МУЖИК В БРОНЕЖИЛЕТЕ!!

I'm done with music. For the rest of the month.

Turns out music addiction exists. Turns out it's bad. Wow. Who would've thought.

I listen to a lot of music, though. I listen to it for hours, all while spinning around my flat. I'm regularly trying to discover new songs. I memorize the lyrics. I decompose them. I translate them in my mind. I'm whispering them to myself the whole day.

The good thing is, I'm not really suffering as of right now. I don't have much trouble falling asleep and I still enjoy music as always.

But, yeah, I'm addicted. Having melodies and lyrics in your head at all times kinda sucks ass. Spending hours just listening to stuff also doesn't strike with me.

So, just for the sake of it, I won't be listening to music for the rest of the month, as I said. Just to see what happens (if happens at all)



Already having a hard time when hearing any melody playing. Instant reminder to mumble something.

Another annoying thing is... my characters. You see, a lot of organisations and characters from my universe were based on songs (either that, or I might've found fitting songs for some later on).

Pale Association? — When The Weak Go Marching In
Deuce Association? — Traffic Jam
Dante? — First Death
Lyra? — Through Me To You, DOKUZU

So, yeah. All the time I just have an urge to— to snap the sinew I want to get within you I want to scar the tissue butterfly and rectify you

To end the post, here are my favorites that you must listen to:

Mili — favorite Japanese band (favorite album: To Kill A Living Book)
Дайте танк (!) — favorite Russian band
Ferry — favorite vocaloid musician
Ado — favorite singer (shares the place with Mili's vocalist)

That's it. If you're reading this, you're probably insane (or genuinely interested in the topic ig)

My next objective is murdering "TikTok attention span" syndrome in me. Not once have I watched a TikTok, but YouTube's making me procrastinate so damn much. Skill issue tbh.

Аривидерчи ор смфн айдк

Will most likely be a delay on posting Sketchbook Journey. III because my university decided it would be a good idea to place 2 major exams (15 pages each), directly on top of each other, meaning my next 3 weeks will be spent writing 30 pages of research >.<

I love my studies, but this feels a bit excessive

The good and the bad thing about my whole "chelyabacorpse" nickname is that if you Google it, you'll get pretty much EVERYTHING that involves me, (except the things where I use other names of course, like this account for example) because who the heck else would think of a name like this.


Unrelated to all of the above: I've found a comfortable way to sign my drawings. I didn't do it before 'cause:
1) Who tf would want to steal my shitty scribbles
2) I didn't want to put damn watermarks over my art and just making a signature in the corner is useless.

From now on I think I'll have a signature, but with a little twist, in case someone tries to cover it. Or maybe I won't, I don't care that much, I'm getting, what, 1-2 likes on Tumblr? Yeah, no way someone steals from a nameless person. This will be of more use if I ever make a VK account or smth.

Just going to spread this ad a little
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Made a new cover for my book (I don't like the previous cover anymore).




Went for a specific style that's quite new to me (inspired by Ferry's works). The overall idea's nice, but could be executed better in composition and stuff. Still like it.

The book's still being written. I'm figuring more things about the world, the plot, and I've actually written a chapter that's readable. I'll post it on an underground website for people to give me some advice before writing more (I could translate it and post it here or somewhere more popular, but I feel like I just won't get any critique in that case).

Sorry for barely checking out everyone's stuff. Just as my brain rot, or whatever it was, healed, I got sick! I already had an allergy last weekend! Just as I was ready to start writing, drawing etc. I'm once again sick, and once again, my days off are ruined. All I got to do in, like, 2 weeks, is some experimenting with my current lineart and a couple of additional thoughts on the plot and stuff.

If I get better soon, maybe I'll still have some time, but I'm so damn disappointed about how the only holidays we have after the winter ones have turned into helldays for me.

I promise to catch up and maybe even post something, but right now I'm dying of pain. Bye bye 🤫🧏

And done! A weekend of work to recreate Børsen. Hope you enjoy :)
https://www.planetminecraft.com/project/b-rsen-k-benhavn-the-stock-exchange-copenhagen-denmark-2024/

Clean-up and adding the last few details. Though, render + upload will be done tomorrow (probably). But hey! 2 days of work to create this because someone made a joke about how fast I can actually build when I feel like it :'D

Contemplating whether or not to add in the lines in the tiling of the roof. What do you think, should, is the roof looking a bit too flat atm?

Some friends of mine saw the recreation me and DreamWanderer did of the Copenhagen Central Station, and were choked that it only took 1.5 months to make. Friends jokingly said "If you were to build Børsen, it'd take you a weekend lmao"

...

I don't think
my friends know

just how unhinged I can be :)

My brain's broken, I think.

I haven't been doing anything this week (it's almost Thursday, I didn't do a thing after Saturday). Literally. Just watching YouTube and even that I can barely do, 'cause my attention span has decreased to that of a TikTok addict for some reason. I had so much time and I didn't do a thing for my stuff, nor did I do anything studying-related. All I want to do is to sleep and that's it. A фucking curse or something.

Guess I'll have to fill a "head replacement form".

Been testing some new ibis brushes I yoinked from the net + designed another faction uniform.

Turned out well, not exactly as I imagined them looking, but it's probably because of the overcoat. Not sure if I'll stick to this artstyle, probably not. I think it will do for designing purposes tho.

Back from traveling, and super happy to read the comments on Sketchbook Journey. II! Even though I have uni during April, I noticed that I will be traveling out every weekend because of my research. Gonna be a bit difficult to draw – but good thing "difficult" does not mean impossible :D

Had nothing to do in college. For more than an hour. Colored another sketch. Almost finished it on the way home. The bus malfunctioned.

Will be out traveling this weekend, so woke up at 4am to finish the last two pages of Sketchbook Journey. II. Therefore I finished the last two pages this morning, and pushed scheduled the upload to today!



I'll be back on monday. Hope you all have a great weekend!

Kinda hard for me to believe that this was 4 months ago



I will be out traveling this weekend, but bringing my laptop and drawing equipment along so that I can make the final drawing on day 120 and post it on the same day (Sunday, 7th of April). In the mean time – here is a sneak peek from Sketchbook Journey. II – spending 120 days learning to draw!

Btw, I experimented a bit more with coloring and... this looks more interesting I guess?

I think I won't be posting any more characters for now, I got the general feeling of Sophia's crew and that's practically all I needed. I really need to focus on the general plot now and I *REALLY NEED* to start making notes — it's nigh impossible to visualize the plot chain right now. It's all messed up.

I'll just go ahead and say what I think: Tremendous effort like this, needs some well deserved attention!

My own profile has kind of become a more art-oriented page, so I feel like this amazing animatic by a fellow PMC-creator, fits right in to the kind of stuff I think you'd enjoy as much as I enjoyed it (I mean, just look at those drawings that make up the animatic!)

(also go subscribe to cheyko, they post really cool art that is worth your time)

Finally I can ban myself