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me during this heatwave...

i should probably provide flat color variants of my skins for skin fight in the future. on the contrary its fun to see how you guys interpret my weird wonderful and whimsical stylistic choices.

These past few years have been a real test on my mental fortitude. I'm not doing well, but no one would be in my current circumstance.

It's a very cringe way to start off this little post to the void of the internet for anyone to see but I want to get a weird thought off my mind.

Roleplay, especially on minecraft, has been a medium and place where I've developed and grown up on. I never put too much thought into what it is I uploaded on this place, but I always did things for the different communities that I was involved in. People forget, and history will always forget the little or large things that you do even if you want to leave a mark on the world. No matter how hard I tried as a kid to have a memorable moment with people, I've come to accept- and grew comfortable, that it'll all be forgotten anyways; so who cares what occurs in the moment?

I never expected people to recognize me, years later, for any work I've published on PMC. But every now and then, the tik-tok algorithm sends it my way, different people in different spaces using my work. Or sometimes, I'll join a new place, and I have people who recognize me from my minecraft gamer-tag.

It's not bad, but I can't help but flinch (lol). It's nice (lovely in fact) to hear from different people who have used my old skinning templates to help get a start on a new hobby. I also love seeing the progress that they've made over the years with art and skins. Yet it's made me realize how harsh the past few years have really been on me and my confidence-- that I'll get lambasted for uploading instead of keeping it hidden.

Recent encounters with a few clients (art comms) sometimes makes me worried that I'm not projecting myself as positively as I want. I have to work on improving my poker-face from here moving forward. Everything has been just a little sad, but it gives me some peace if my very old projects have served some use to some people. Maybe, who knows, I might do it again or update what's already out there :shrug:



- Edit: I also forgot I had PMC

no way

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graduating highschool is such a relief i wish i could explain it

Skin commissions are still open! My boyfriend and I will be moving at the end of July so any bit of extra cash helps towards moving costs. All information is located on my profile :)

Yesterday was my first shift as a nurse without my preceptor o,O

Wasn't half as bad as I expected it to be.

being a senior and exempt from final exams is weird cuz wdym I don't have to be at school until graduation which is a week from now?

Had to pay almost $50 for gas today.

what has society come to

thank you for 2.5k <3

I have these red vans that say waffle and lover on them and they are so cute, and I've been wearing them a lot lately mainly to walk coco round our local park, and I've always found them perfectly comfy to wear when doing so, so I figured I'd wear them to walk round all of London today. now I feel like my knees might fall off! remember folks wearing shoes with arch support is good!

I heard a song being played today and I was so convinced it was panic at the disco i was like damn panic at the disco in 2026 and I went home and hummed the song into my phone. turns out it was a Simon and Garfunkel song and I'm an idiot XD

okay I know I said I'd be posting more frequently *checks calendar* over a month ago, but I promise I'll post something soon LOL. I recently got distracted writing an angry email to my local Bubbletea shop. but in the mean time I would greatly appreciate any recommendations for switch games lol, I've heard the sky walker saga is good but I've also heard it's not as good as the version from like 15 years ago

by the way if anyones looking for bubbletea reccomendations my go to is honeydew melon milk tea with tapioca pearls

hey, if you can go check out THIS video by a good friend of mine! i helped with the making of it :> (building & role)

if yall are fans of Little Nightmares, I just played Reanimal the other day, and it was SOOOO good. May be my fav game by Tarsier.

happy belated miku day!