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  • cloudkitty
    Public • September 19, 2026, 8:21 am
    i dont quite remember how i stumbled across my circle of online friends, but i do know that they mean the world to me
  • cloudkitty shared ajthepeach's post
    Public • September 18, 2026, 10:23 pm
    top 10 funniest things ive ever done
    ajthepeach
    Public • September 18, 2026, 9:41 pm
    a typo that i made ONCE in a conversation with STRANGERS became such an inside joke in my online friend group that it made jt into cloudkitty's actual irl group chat

    people i have [​probably] mever interacted worh and [​probably] dont know who i am are referencing me.

    i am terrified.
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  • rensai
    Public • September 18, 2026, 6:15 pm
    i live
  • GalaxyCat24
    Public • September 17, 2026, 12:25 pm
    My stomach hurts and I literally can't tell if it's because I haven't had breakfast, I'm nervous about late assignments, or that I've been reading sad stuff.
    BlueBoyBuilds2026-09-17 14:47:50
    As someone who deals with that often, it’s probably a mix of everything. 😭
    9 times out of 10, eating a small snack, even if it’s just a few crackers or apple slices, helped me a lot, especially when I couldn’t stomach a full breakfast.
    Juillyoom2026-09-17 13:54:32
    le petit déjeuner lorsque le grand déjeuner arrive
    AmplleFawn73322026-09-17 12:41:20
    je pense c le petit déjeuner
  • iantisocial
    Public • September 17, 2026, 10:11 am
    this week sucks actually
    Vulxr2026-09-17 10:31:21
    every school week does
  • TheNewTK421
    Public • September 16, 2026, 10:22 pm
    Oh yeah, and uh, since it's that time, here's the second monthly Patreon post for people who join the $5/month tier:
    https://www.patreon.com/guywithabluejacket/posts/special-dosage-169744915
    Here's my Fiverr gig too, because why not:
    https://www.fiverr.com/tobias_keevers/voice-act-for-your-project-american-or-british-accent
    More info about freelance commission type stuff can be found here:
    https://www.newgrounds.com/collab/view/28287
    Alright that'll be all. Have a good rest of your month.
  • TheNewTK421
    Public • September 16, 2026, 1:07 pm
    People talk trash about the fifth Star Trek movie, The Final Frontier, and there are many things to criticize about it, but honestly I think a lot of what it says about God and spirituality is quite profound.

    There are many people who essentially exploit God as a means to an ends, often one that is selfish. Part of the inspiration behind the film was the rise of televangelists, many of whom could be seen as using God as part of their business model, promising God (or rather their version of God) as a magic wand that could take away all our faults instantaneously. William Shatner, being a man of Jewish heritage, set out to criticize this practice, saying that much of who we are is built upon our pain, our suffering, and that we can't simply wish that all away. Assuming there is a God or at least someone or something adjacent to a God, the created universe is not created the way it is so that we can receive everything from our armchair. Life is about exploration, trial and error, knowing our limits, learning from other people. God isn't so much "out there" as He (or perhaps a She or even a They, as a truly infinite being is beyond gender by any of our definitions, but for now I'll go off the traditional texts and use what appear to be His primary preferred pronouns) is "in here, the human heart". Of course, assuming there is a God who fits particular descriptions, then He is technically both "out there" and "in here", as He is omnipresent, in everything and everyone. We are finite, and our understanding of things will always be finite, but if we listen, if we explore, we learn that much more about each other, ourselves, the truth. That is the way of life.

    Yeah uh I've been getting kind of weird and existential lately (maybe because the world sucks and everyone kinda hates each other or something) so that's why the pseudo-intellectual rambles and stuff. Some of this is probably better suited to an external blog site or something. Am I making sense? Am I full of s**t (for the sake of politeness I will have that censored, though I'm inclined to think we shouldn't attach superstitious value to mere words)? Am I kind of both? You can tell me. Or not. Up to you. I have no desire to control your decisions.
  • cloudkitty
    Public • September 15, 2026, 10:57 pm
    with each passing day my mental state grows increasingly unstable
    Useott2026-09-16 11:42:06
    I hope it improves soon
    MerBatPhan892026-09-16 00:07:26
    If you need to vent, I'm here for you.
    SteamMallard072026-09-15 23:08:23
    Real, I feel the same way some days
  • GalaxyCat24
    Public • September 15, 2026, 9:40 pm
    It's always so strange to come across someone who is completely unreadable. I think I've only met enough to count on my hand. I find them fascinating because no other time do I have to judge someone's motives on their actions alone.
    Generally my initial reaction is that they hate me, because they give no reaction to anything I say or do. Then I try to force myself to love them, because I want to be liked and if I like them they'll hopefully like me. Then I realize that they've never really done anything to show that they hate me, just been so completely stone faced I don't know even in the slightest what they're thinking, and normally I think I'm pretty good at figuring that out. They're like, incredibly intriguing and also completely terrifying at the same time.
    It gets to a point where my brain tries to make up emotions to read from them, which is an endless cycle of: "Are they happy? That's not it. Are they sad? That's not it. Are they angry? That's not it. It seems like nothing, but they can't possibly always be feeling nothing. They must be happy. No, that doesn't feel right..."
    What's funny is I think my little brother is this way. He almost always looks slightly happy unless he's really upset about something. Even then, it doesn't show up on his face, but he has other cues that I've gotten used to just from living with him.
    Makes me wonder if I'm this way to other people and I just don't know. Something I often get stuck on lol
    Zord2026-09-16 14:50:04
    That's actually interesting... I don't think I ever really care for whatever people are expecting... which... yeah it can lead to me coming off as rude at times but hey, we're all different to some extent. XD
    Though yeah I guess that if it's something you're used to getting acess to, not getting it as easily would mess with your brain... kind of like being left out of an inside joke I guess?
    Anyhow thanks for sharing that! :D
    Escapazition2026-09-16 12:50:05
    Me: *Interacts with someone*
    The other person:
    BlueBoyBuilds2026-09-15 23:24:23
    hahaha i just know i’d confuse you if we ever met face to face
    GalaxyCat242026-09-15 23:14:27
    Now that I think about it, I don't know why knowing what the person I'm talking to is feeling is so important to me. I guess I'm just very used to it. Every interaction is feeling out what the other person is ok with and not ok with. Conversation topics, amount of physical touch, what they find funny, what they expect from me, all that. I gauge their reactions and change they way I act accordingly. If I can't do that, I feel lost. How do I know if I'm making them uncomfortable or happy? How do I know what they're interested in and what things they like talking about? How will I know when they're lying?
    Part of it might just be me struggling to be genuine, but I also just really like people and want to know what they think, because I find people fascinating.
    Zord2026-09-15 21:56:17
    Okay... as someone with a resting blank face... I need to know though... why do you feel like that? I've never once in my life felt the need to understand someone else's emotion or opinion of me... it's quite alien to my weird little brain. But in a curious way, not negative. Like yeah I get trying to read someone's expression to gauge potential outcomes of interacting with them... like min-maxing social encounters to get your desired outcome... but yeah...
    Also as for your final wondering bit there... I doubt that's the case? Like you seem expressive... but who knows maybe like me your expressiveness comes from text and the people you're with... I''m way more easy to read among friends than with strangers.
    ItzBlaaze2026-09-15 21:41:59
    Interesting, I’ve pondered this idea many times before and still do… I like your thoughts on it!
  • GalaxyCat24
    Public • September 15, 2026, 12:41 am
    Ok, nevermind, at least I'm not seeing things. There's a freaking camera in here and it is freaking moving. I knew it was there, but I thought the movement was my imagination or something. It looks like an eyeball and it keeps making whirring noises. Like what the heck. My dad has the creepiest toys. I bet he's super happy about this one and wants to talk my head off about how cute it is. It just scared the life out of me. Not cute. Not cute at all. (I'm in his office so I can't really complain, but STILL)

    it's just sitting on the table across from me
  • GalaxyCat24
    Public • September 15, 2026, 12:27 am
    What am I doing? I have a headache. I want to cry, but if I cry there's a guarantee it'll make the headache worse. I bit off way more than I can chew and I'm caught between trying to figure it out or dropping something. Many somethings. I don't really want to drop any of them, but my time management skills are about as advanced as a squirrel's. I'm not even sure if I'm exaggerating there. Low key sleep deprived and seeing movement that doesn't exist in my peripheral. Bit paranoid. Keep almost crying but seriously that will make everything way more painful. Make sleeping harder too.
    Every other minute is "I can do this, I can figure this out, just make a plan, you'll get there, there will be mistakes, but you'll get there." and "everything is falling apart, what's going on, just roll with the punches until you can't get up because you have no strength and you know it."
    I feel like I've died and come back to life 50 times in the last 5 minutes alone. Like heartbeat, please be steady, whether that be dead or healthy idc, just stop stopping like cars in heavy traffic it's driving me insane.
    And then there's the silly little part of me that thinks: "ooooh, this would be a good internal struggle for a book character" and I almost slip into thinking about writing and forgetting everything. Which is like some sort of calming drug because it turns off all the stress. Ah, tysm dopamine.
    That always happens. I get happy that I'm a mess and then confused because I'm experiencing two completely contradictory emotions at the same time. Then they cancel out and I feel nothing. Off, on, off, on. Happy, sad, happy, sad. Dead, alive, dead, alive. I love it, and I mean that genuinely, which makes no sense because I am in so much freaking pain right now. I'm riding a roller coaster of death and enjoying the adrenaline as much as the view.

    not even gonna spell check this, have a nice day.
    GalaxyCat242026-09-15 11:25:37
    Genuinely I would love to do it that way, just everyone keeps telling me it doesn't work and that I need a schedule. This sounds so much easier and refreshing though.
    Ty for letting me know it works out for some people!
    AvatarKage2026-09-15 02:16:31
    I think you can do all without dropping anything. And you don't even need time management, I sure don't got it. Just do what your mood calls for. I manage like half a hundred things (literally) and I just go with whatever my mood is that day. Not easy at first especially when sometimes many of these things collide and needs immediate attention, but you eventually get used to it. But I get that is not for everyone either and I might be an extremist example here so lol
    GlitchPro2026-09-15 00:37:08
    pretty sure you spelled everything right lol
  • iantisocial
    Public • September 14, 2026, 2:14 pm
    rehearsals canceled because of the weather think of all
    the procrastinating I can get done instead of doing homework this is great
  • iantisocial
    Public • September 14, 2026, 10:42 am
    highly recommend taking a art history class maybe it’s because I’m taking it ap and it’s different in college but I’m having so much fun I love art and history and art history
  • GalaxyCat24
    Public • September 14, 2026, 8:53 am
    Yesterday I yawned and my jaw made a loud noise and seemed to move out of place? So I like, opened my mouth and pushed it back. It made another loud noise but I think it moved back? Anyway it was sore for a couple minutes and I'm VERY self conscious about the placement of my jaw because I keep expecting it to be off center.
    GlitchPro2026-09-14 16:44:37
    these comments are making me terrified of yawning but the more i think about it the more i have to yawn.
    FlintN_Steel2026-09-14 14:05:46
    I learned I could do that a while ago. I do it for fun sometimes
    MerBatPhan892026-09-14 10:51:08
    Sometimes my jaw will get sore when I yawn
    Nautilus_Not_a_Squid2026-09-14 10:06:25
    sometimes my right ear gets blocked and i can hear inside my mouth when i open my jaw
    ItzBlaaze2026-09-14 09:18:02
    Oof yeah when I yawn sometimes my jaw won’t close 😭
  • lacuna
    Public • September 13, 2026, 9:29 pm
    is this site even still relevant anymore
    MerBatPhan892026-09-13 23:31:07
    I would say so, yes.
    ItzBlaaze2026-09-13 21:31:54
    Uh well the term “relevant” may have gotten stretched slightly but other wise: yes and no 👍
    ignore the fact I just said completely conflicting sentences :D
    Purpl3_2026-09-13 21:30:44
    im my experience for really for minecraft people just talk about normal shit now
  • iantisocial
    Public • September 12, 2026, 10:01 pm
    I started this a month ago but uh I was busy pan!shubble drawn as the fool in her wedding gown album cover cause I saw a edit of her to the song and it suits her so well



    the quality is bad I’m sorry guys
    Pirealta2026-09-13 11:34:31
    That’s amazing!! You did a wonderful job emulating the album cover art
    Zord2026-09-12 23:02:49
    The quality isn't bad at all! Such a cool design... Plus, you actually drew something... I myself wouldn't be capable of making something like this. Good work! Be Proud! You earned it! :D
  • zomqie
    Public • September 12, 2026, 2:38 pm
    so its confirmed ! free limited 5 stars !! but guys who would you recommend from the options ?
    zomqie2026-09-12 20:08:14
    thank you so muchhh !! for varesa, which characters are good support ??
    katress2026-09-12 14:49:21
    In my opinion, I think varesa is one of the best options! Mainly because she’s a pretty decent DPS n has pretty viable options with overload, lunar charge and having her as hyper carry especially if u have xianyun for plunging

    clorinde is also pretty good for overload and hyper bloom
    teams! and baizhu is decent for dendro application/healing I think

    otherwise, if ur thinking meta, most of them like chiori and tartaglia aren’t as great right now but if ur looking for someone that could fit w ur characters lmk :3
  • ItzOrangey shared Turret64's post
    Public • September 11, 2026, 7:47 pm
    Turret64
    Public • September 11, 2026, 5:43 pm
    I need random .mp3 files for my soundboard mod

    share this post with a .mp3 file i need MOOREE
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    ItzOrangey2026-09-11 21:23:04
    PROCEED
    Turret642026-09-11 21:06:52
    HELL YEAH WEIRD ROUTE JINGLE
    ItzOrangey2026-09-11 20:47:38
    try now
    ItzOrangey2026-09-11 20:43:56
    i did, maybe it didnt work the first time
    ARandomCat_-2026-09-11 19:52:47
    use catbox.mo3
    Turret642026-09-11 19:51:15
    it's not loading :<
  • rensai
    Public • September 11, 2026, 6:53 pm
    two years ago was my peak skinning era, now i just suck balls (i forgot how to shade and i lost my palettes)
  • zomqie
    Public • September 11, 2026, 5:50 pm
    know who you call your friends ! <3
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