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i wonder how bad my ears are going to hurt when i finally remove my headphones after blasting music in them for 5-6 hours

me drawing: this sucks
*looks away for a single minute*
wait i drew that?

think
sleep
think
sleep
think
sleep?
no think
no, sleep.

think
sleep
think
sleep
think
sleep?
no think
no, sleep.

i dont know why but i always worry that my cats are like right next to the chairs im sitting on at my house and that im going to accidentally squish their tails or paws one of these days or something </3
totally irrational and terrible to think about

i think i somehow just walked into a spider web, i came inside and i felt long hairs all over me, then i realized there was white string attached to my bracelets, and it wouldnt come off
so i took them off
and
i don't think there's a spider on me anywhere
i sure hope not.

on another note, i get to listen to music now. first time all day, usually i've had like four hours already. and i can sing super loud since no one else is home.

been figuring out hairstyles for my fields of mistria OC !!
her name is Juno!!
(sorry for the long post ><)

tehers semohitng ienrteinsg aobut tihs pemohnnoen wehre ylal polbrbay fnid yuorelsf wtih albitiy to cmroephned tihs ttex beorfe yuor eeys. tihs ocurcs bacesue yuor biarn deonst olny eximane lteetr oerder in wrdos, but aslo the cmonibiaton of siad lteters aonglisde ctxonet wehn raenidg. i tihnk tihs is petrty frie!

drew this on my math notes

another thing i drew on math notes
idk

I made another thing https://www.pixilart.com/art/crawly-cfr26decac4c20aws3?ft=user&ft_id=3eae91a3e831dc0

the fact that you all exist outside of this platform confuses me </3

when youre so anxious you wish you could cry but it just isn't working

what would happen if every person got to choose whether they wanted to be a human or donate their body as a vessel for an ai
^^ what goes on in my head

i HATE when the little eraser bits smear the graphite then make a permanent black spot on my paper.
this does not erase.

i kind of like having bad things happen. it gives me something to think about. and something to fuel... i don't know, my creativity i in guess. i feel inspired when i'm scared or angry or hopeless. the determination to finish things is heightened when im lonely or desperate or overthinking.
of course i say all this knowing life would be awesome if nothing bad ever happened. then i could be inspired by golden sunrises and delicious brownies and the sheen of fresh snow.
but since bad things do happen, it's a little boring when everything goes well for too long. besides, if something is going very wrong, and i don't feel anything at all? well what even am i?
i would rather feel everything very extreme but know im experiencing it and caring about things than be numb. 100%.

i don;t even mean to, but depending on who i'm talking to i start automatically talking like them because i think my brain just.. assumes they like how they talk, so if i talk like that they'll have no reason to think i'm annoying...? but fr i'll have like a completely different mood and speech inflections and speech patterns around different people

how come im not getting notifications for things on wall posts i post in groups?

theo


no i dont know why the colors are all over the place, don't ask such a stupid question.
dont worry i dont mean that im just not in the mood to be positive.

edit* no i remember the violin is blue because diamond sword = blue and uhhh hes theo so
diamond violin