what pinterest gave me:

I got bored and did this instead of sleeping (forgive me this is the first time I ever did that kind of makeup)

Done with finals, back to texturing.

I'm busy since more as a month to organize a exhibition in real life and didn't realize that i haven't posted anything here, ooops. I posted yet a blog to explain this event...

Ouran 😍

yesterday was my birthday and I wanted to make a post abt it, this is a lengthy post so I apologize in advance


first off, huge thank u to everyone who wished me a happy birthday <3 I am eternally grateful !!


I wanted to share the birthday cake I decorated, Kaeya themed (first time decorating plz be kind XD)


Leb and I went to the mall together and I spent my birthday money getting some rly awesome stuff


thank u to all my youtube friends for the edits they made me :3 link to a playlist that has them in it


thank u to fluffybootz for these cute and silly drawings of naomi


and the biggest thanks to Lebecco for making this one of my most memorable and fun birthdays yet, these r the best gifts I’ve ever gotten 😭🫶


thanks again to everyone who wished me a happy birthday, love u all :-)

Quite (un)funny how I've already cut out 2 entire chapters for a relatively interesting beginning and had to temporarily get rid of 2 characters for a better pacing. Just so you know, I had like, 5 chapters planned out. Now I only have 2 chapters worth of story and have to figure out how to move all the important stuff from the deleted scenes to next chapters (I do have a general plot, I'm talking about the chapters that were planned out fully).

At first my intention was to write a story in a rather simple way — just describing whatever the heck is happening and that's it. And here I am, trying to make the beginning engaging, wondering what POV to use, trying to write less straightforward and more pleasing, changing the story just so it blends with the writing, thinking about logic way more than I did before, cutting out scenes that feel unnatural...

I'm just writing a real book at this point instead of a little cringy fic. This takes far more time than I expected. I'll have such a hard time translating it into English...

Anyway, once again, I really hope it turns out good... ish, at least. If I ever feel confident with the written chapters, I'll post 'em. Right now though, I fear that I'll have to rewrite a lot, so that basically means no publishing until everything's finished.

No, I do not intend on making long wallposts everyday. I just had a lot of thoughts and stuff. Thanks to whoever cares to read all that.

До скорого, ай гесс.

So late to the trend but i <3 cowboys so its ok

birthday art for my birthday because its my birthday

General Reminder:
You are not obligated to be here everyday. You have your private stuff, which are more crucial, so don't be afraid to take a break. Length? As long as you need :)
No worries. Your mental health is an important factor.


Instead of sitting in one place, try to go out. Enjoy nature or explore new hobbies. Analyze the environment. It sounds odd, yet it helps you to clean your mind and you think different - less overwhelmed and more energetic. If you have the chance, try to make yourself a nice break from the stuff.

for how long can jam have a pending release of results