WIP :>

Aaa so as a bit of a comeback I made a skin to showcase my commissions better (because im broke and i need money to buy clothes like an adult) Here they are, a standard and HD version of the same design. My commission info is on my linktree, on my profile

https://www.planetminecraft.com/skin/no-one-knows-who-i-am-but-it-s-okay/


HD skin
https://www.planetminecraft.com/skin/i-m-fine-never-giving-up/

itsa me, your favorite person who very rarely is on the site.

To give a bit of context as to why I'm so inactive, late last year I got out of a pretty toxic friendship. The friendship being toxic isn't completely the other persons fault, I was a bad friend for years by enabling the behavior and ignoring any issues. A lot of our friendship was me acting less of a friend, and more of a therapist for this person, which again I enabled their behavior, but it lead to this ultimate ending of our friendship.
I will not be giving details on who, and I do not wish anyone to try and find out who I am referring to. The end of this friendship hurt me, not in a way of loosing a close friend, but in a way of having my eyes opened to how much i cared for them compared to how little they cared for me.

It's been very hard on me, this friend had unintentionally been downplaying and invalidating my medical conditions and issues (which are diagnosed) in favor of how terrible their issues were compared to mine. Since I no longer have this person around, I don't have the same lack of focus on my own medical issues, which has its ups and downs. I am finally able to recognize and try and care for my issues, but I am also struggling greatly with both my mental and physical coping of these issues.

I am very scared that my friendship being over with this person will result in rumours or hate directed at me, so I isolated myself to defend from something that will hopefully never happen.

All that being said, thank you so much for reading this little vent, I've met a lot of incredible people via this site and I hope that I get the opportunity to keep all the incredible friends I've made.

Love y'all

My goofy aaa not knowing when autism acceptance month is 💀

My little gremlin brain has come up with an idea for if I reach 500 subs o no