Cat is going to drive me nuts >.< I keep my room shut because I have a tree growing in a container on the window that she has tried to destroy before.
She keeps scratching on my door at night wanting in, and meowing all sad like, then I feel bad >.< Then I let her in, but stay up to keep a eye on her

I'm busy since more as a month to organize a exhibition in real life and didn't realize that i haven't posted anything here, ooops. I posted yet a blog to explain this event...

Quite (un)funny how I've already cut out 2 entire chapters for a relatively interesting beginning and had to temporarily get rid of 2 characters for a better pacing. Just so you know, I had like, 5 chapters planned out. Now I only have 2 chapters worth of story and have to figure out how to move all the important stuff from the deleted scenes to next chapters (I do have a general plot, I'm talking about the chapters that were planned out fully).

At first my intention was to write a story in a rather simple way — just describing whatever the heck is happening and that's it. And here I am, trying to make the beginning engaging, wondering what POV to use, trying to write less straightforward and more pleasing, changing the story just so it blends with the writing, thinking about logic way more than I did before, cutting out scenes that feel unnatural...

I'm just writing a real book at this point instead of a little cringy fic. This takes far more time than I expected. I'll have such a hard time translating it into English...

Anyway, once again, I really hope it turns out good... ish, at least. If I ever feel confident with the written chapters, I'll post 'em. Right now though, I fear that I'll have to rewrite a lot, so that basically means no publishing until everything's finished.

No, I do not intend on making long wallposts everyday. I just had a lot of thoughts and stuff. Thanks to whoever cares to read all that.

До скорого, ай гесс.

The exhaustion of having to render a build for a third time, after having to reload Minecraft to fix mistakes on three separate occasions

After awhile of reading. I finally finished up reading the last book I was on. Which will be my 50th book I have read. Have to pick something else off the shelf now. I learned a lot from the last =D

Hey everyone! The latest update (Beta 2.5a) that's Early Access for Emerald, Lapis, and Netherite is out now! With one new beautiful sky added to The End and some other small tweaks.

In these preview images you can see an outlook of the sky and what it looks like. Rather than purple like the main End sky, it is a green nebula. Quite the contrast to the purple End sky, but I am going to go crazy with diversity on these!

I really hope you guys enjoyed this little preview as I work on the pack and these new End skies! Any feedback is highly appreciated and will be taken into account with these coming skies. I have a few ideas in mind but I don't want to spoil anything!

Changelog:
-MCMeta Update
-Updated for 1.20.5/1.20.6
-New sky for Small End Islands
-Small tweaks and adjustments to other textures

If you would like to get early access to Dramatic Skys and any future packs be sure to consider becoming an Emerald tier or above! The normal beta will be out for Gold and above in a few days/weeks as well.

Preview images:
https://www.patreon.com/posts/104073945

Weekend Bagger288 update/ teaser. 20 days since I started work. Working on booms, and masts now. I kind of been skipping around to do various parts as I feel like.
Current unfinished stats
: 306 blocks long
: 131 blocks tall
: 72 blocks wide

!!YAPPING WARNING!! !!ОГРОМНЫЙ МУЖИК В БРОНЕЖИЛЕТЕ!!

I'm done with music. For the rest of the month.

Turns out music addiction exists. Turns out it's bad. Wow. Who would've thought.

I listen to a lot of music, though. I listen to it for hours, all while spinning around my flat. I'm regularly trying to discover new songs. I memorize the lyrics. I decompose them. I translate them in my mind. I'm whispering them to myself the whole day.

The good thing is, I'm not really suffering as of right now. I don't have much trouble falling asleep and I still enjoy music as always.

But, yeah, I'm addicted. Having melodies and lyrics in your head at all times kinda sucks ass. Spending hours just listening to stuff also doesn't strike with me.

So, just for the sake of it, I won't be listening to music for the rest of the month, as I said. Just to see what happens (if happens at all)



Already having a hard time when hearing any melody playing. Instant reminder to mumble something.

Another annoying thing is... my characters. You see, a lot of organisations and characters from my universe were based on songs (either that, or I might've found fitting songs for some later on).

Pale Association? — When The Weak Go Marching In
Deuce Association? — Traffic Jam
Dante? — First Death
Lyra? — Through Me To You, DOKUZU

So, yeah. All the time I just have an urge to— to snap the sinew I want to get within you I want to scar the tissue butterfly and rectify you

To end the post, here are my favorites that you must listen to:

Mili — favorite Japanese band (favorite album: To Kill A Living Book)
Дайте танк (!) — favorite Russian band
Ferry — favorite vocaloid musician
Ado — favorite singer (shares the place with Mili's vocalist)

That's it. If you're reading this, you're probably insane (or genuinely interested in the topic ig)

My next objective is murdering "TikTok attention span" syndrome in me. Not once have I watched a TikTok, but YouTube's making me procrastinate so damn much. Skill issue tbh.

Аривидерчи ор смфн айдк

Epic update: www.planetminecraft.com/data-pack/omni-directional-mobility-gear-attack-on-titan-server-plugin/

The Pros of being a adult: I can do what ever I want. The Cons of being an Adult: I can do what ever I want

Will most likely be a delay on posting Sketchbook Journey. III because my university decided it would be a good idea to place 2 major exams (15 pages each), directly on top of each other, meaning my next 3 weeks will be spent writing 30 pages of research >.<

I love my studies, but this feels a bit excessive

When I get a random hate comment on one of my builds, telling me how terrible my stuff is from a un-named account >.< (blocked them lol)

How my building has changed in 3 years :). Same series of tractor
New on left, old on right

Noticed while petting out youngest cat "Mini". I never heard her purr audibly before =o, I mean she does purr, But very very quietly . Tho she prefers to just meow at me or just goes "Meeeh" at me and rolls overXD

The good and the bad thing about my whole "chelyabacorpse" nickname is that if you Google it, you'll get pretty much EVERYTHING that involves me, (except the things where I use other names of course, like this account for example) because who the heck else would think of a name like this.


Unrelated to all of the above: I've found a comfortable way to sign my drawings. I didn't do it before 'cause:
1) Who tf would want to steal my shitty scribbles
2) I didn't want to put damn watermarks over my art and just making a signature in the corner is useless.

From now on I think I'll have a signature, but with a little twist, in case someone tries to cover it. Or maybe I won't, I don't care that much, I'm getting, what, 1-2 likes on Tumblr? Yeah, no way someone steals from a nameless person. This will be of more use if I ever make a VK account or smth.

Sike about the build tomorrow. Its being posted now =D

When I spent too much time messing around in the evening. Now I am trying to get a build done for tomorrow morning quick lol

Did a little write up over on Patreon thats free to check out that further explains my plan for The End's new skies in some coming Dramatic Skys updates!

I would really appreciate it if you took a look! Also feel free to join as a free member to get update emails and info on previews, new updates releases, and more!

https://www.patreon.com/posts/103945341

*When I try to click on a new notification several times, but it refuses to open*

Reaching that point of working on my huge build, where it feels like I will never be done lol