/srs post

the other day i noticed my good friend Trib [@/BlueBoyBuilds] was five subscribers away from having five hundred, which is an incredible milestone that i wanted him to reach. so naturally i made a wallpost calling people to subscribe. it would only take the kindness of five people, and since most people hand out subs like theyre nothing i figured it wouldnt take too long.

at first it looked promising. ppl kept sharing, trib noticed, and by two days he had two more subs, which was great!

i checked in the third day and someone unsubscribed. that was disappointing, but it happens all the time- usually just one person deciding to be a jerk- and its often just fixed by someone else.

i checked back in today to discover he had gone from four hundred and ninety seven to four hundred and eighty eight.

THIS IS NOT OKAY.

i dont care who you are. i dont care if you resub. i dont care if you personally attack me and/or trib [​though i will report you]. i dont care if you think you have a good reason and, if thats the case, you could have sucked it up for at least until he had five hundred subs.

what i do care about is that you realize this was an incredibly douchey and jerk move and you should probably apologize, even if its anonymously in his secret share box [​if he still has it]. i doubt either of us care if you resub.

you know who you are. this was not acceptable.

/end /srs post

wow guys so i had a worse day than i expected

which means i dont care what people think of me anymore which also means I HAVE MY CONFIDENCE BACK!!!
THATS RIGHT THE OLD TZYBER IS BACK!!!

it took losing someone close to me to realize theyre not the only one who loves and cares about me
there are so many people who care about me and my wellbeing and would be sad if i disappeared. way more than the people who dont and that makes me so happy. im not alone

i want to thank each and every one of you who talks to me even a little bit, you make a big difference and i love you all so much

i love myself now because of you

btw its bpd awareness month shoutout to fellow Strugglers

This, my friend, is why I love lucid dreams

General Reminder:
You are not obligated to be here everyday. You have your private stuff, which are more crucial, so don't be afraid to take a break. Length? As long as you need :)
No worries. Your mental health is an important factor.


Instead of sitting in one place, try to go out. Enjoy nature or explore new hobbies. Analyze the environment. It sounds odd, yet it helps you to clean your mind and you think different - less overwhelmed and more energetic. If you have the chance, try to make yourself a nice break from the stuff.