I woke up with the feeling of getting lost.. I mean, I forgot who I was, I didn't know what was my desire, what's my intention, and what's my destiny. It was just like floating on the endless calm ocean where there was no wind or any sign to trigger me into contemplating.

But there was only one feeling that was very clear in my mind. I wanted to be belonged or be heard. Maybe it was the work of loneliness..

So that brought me my old memory where I loved to sit under the tamarind tree alone in twilight until sky became dark.. and I told myself at that time "I love to be sad and lonely".

It's always good to release the feelings somewhere. :)

Maybe that "where" is a friend or if you can't find one, then the "book" is a good option. And I chose "book" at that time.

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I learned something today, that I could try to write a novel about my life. I mean, the diary was boring, why don't I just give in some fantasy stuff. So this new hobby would work as self reflection, fantasy world creation, art stuff, and diary with no boundary (cuz I just write anything I wanna write, no time bounding haha).


The name of the novel is:

"The Journey of Scarlett - May She Realizes How Wonderful She Is"

So here's that how it ended up :D

I'm not sure if it's drawing for first time of the year.. no, it's the 2nd time of the year. The first drawing was for custom made postcard. I have been okay and struggled with finding the hobby to express my feelings and thoughts. I cared myself a lot more since I knew that I was an HSP.

I hope you guys are doing well and happy, PMC is always my home. So many good memories here.

Luv you all :)

I'm better than you 💅

Same character eleven years apart. I can safely say I've slightly improved.