I wanna make a post saying smth like “wow my mental health has been kinda alright lately” but then something is gonna happen and it’s gonna get really bad 5 seconds after i say that
all u do is go to pinterest and search "yourirlname animal" for example and pinterest "assigns" u an animal (first one that pops up), u do it for all the prompts
yesterday was my birthday and I wanted to make a post abt it, this is a lengthy post so I apologize in advance
first off, huge thank u to everyone who wished me a happy birthday <3 I am eternally grateful !!
I wanted to share the birthday cake I decorated, Kaeya themed (first time decorating plz be kind XD)
Leb and I went to the mall together and I spent my birthday money getting some rly awesome stuff
thank u to all my youtube friends for the edits they made me :3 link to a playlist that has them in it
thank u to fluffybootz for these cute and silly drawings of naomi
and the biggest thanks to Lebecco for making this one of my most memorable and fun birthdays yet, these r the best gifts I’ve ever gotten 😭🫶 thanks again to everyone who wished me a happy birthday, love u all :-)
you guys might have cool siblings but none of you have one who was willing to buy comics to make a batfam collage for your birthday (i know the batsymbol looks fake guys it real I just had put some text over the original image on my story so I had to go over it in clipstudio lmao)
She even kept the comics for me so now I have 5 comics
Listen, I don't care what religion you follow or not, you need to do your part as a decent human being and help someone in any way you can when they are struggling with su1c1de.
Unless you cannot mentally help them, which is understandable if you are struggling with it yourself, you have no excuse.
Help others. Be kind. Do what you can. It's the bare ducking minimum
As for those that are struggling, my PMs and DMs are open. I may not be able to reply immediately but your life matters to me 💙
also i feel like ive been going in a downward spiral for a while my moods are unstable my personality changes rapidly and i do a lot of things i regret i dont feel like myself and i cant control my feelings and it leads to disaster
all the friends ive ever made in person have either left me, or straight up ignore me i have 2 that have stayed with me since 3rd grade and im eternally thankful for them but i cant help but get the feeling that im repulsive
ive made friends in in-person school, ive made friends in a community gardening/cooking club. none of them ever stay and its not like i dont try, i really do
but im done trying im fucking done with everyone no one ever bothers to give me advice for how to improve, im not even sure i did anything wrong or if im just obnoxious to them ill never know
being ignored or abandoned is a trigger and the only way to get out of my state of panic is to take medication
(i know the batsymbol looks fake guys it real I just had put some text over the original image on my story so I had to go over it in clipstudio lmao)
PearlHedgehog
•5/12/24 11:53
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