i made a drawing of my favorite couple <3333

yesterday was my birthday and I wanted to make a post abt it, this is a lengthy post so I apologize in advance


first off, huge thank u to everyone who wished me a happy birthday <3 I am eternally grateful !!


I wanted to share the birthday cake I decorated, Kaeya themed (first time decorating plz be kind XD)


Leb and I went to the mall together and I spent my birthday money getting some rly awesome stuff


thank u to all my youtube friends for the edits they made me :3 link to a playlist that has them in it


thank u to fluffybootz for these cute and silly drawings of naomi


and the biggest thanks to Lebecco for making this one of my most memorable and fun birthdays yet, these r the best gifts I’ve ever gotten 😭🫶


thanks again to everyone who wished me a happy birthday, love u all :-)

Quite (un)funny how I've already cut out 2 entire chapters for a relatively interesting beginning and had to temporarily get rid of 2 characters for a better pacing. Just so you know, I had like, 5 chapters planned out. Now I only have 2 chapters worth of story and have to figure out how to move all the important stuff from the deleted scenes to next chapters (I do have a general plot, I'm talking about the chapters that were planned out fully).

At first my intention was to write a story in a rather simple way — just describing whatever the heck is happening and that's it. And here I am, trying to make the beginning engaging, wondering what POV to use, trying to write less straightforward and more pleasing, changing the story just so it blends with the writing, thinking about logic way more than I did before, cutting out scenes that feel unnatural...

I'm just writing a real book at this point instead of a little cringy fic. This takes far more time than I expected. I'll have such a hard time translating it into English...

Anyway, once again, I really hope it turns out good... ish, at least. If I ever feel confident with the written chapters, I'll post 'em. Right now though, I fear that I'll have to rewrite a lot, so that basically means no publishing until everything's finished.

No, I do not intend on making long wallposts everyday. I just had a lot of thoughts and stuff. Thanks to whoever cares to read all that.

До скорого, ай гесс.

im not even active but
happy mothers day

Windows 95 man wtf 😂😂😂 Eurovision is amazing

!!YAPPING WARNING!! !!ОГРОМНЫЙ МУЖИК В БРОНЕЖИЛЕТЕ!!

I'm done with music. For the rest of the month.

Turns out music addiction exists. Turns out it's bad. Wow. Who would've thought.

I listen to a lot of music, though. I listen to it for hours, all while spinning around my flat. I'm regularly trying to discover new songs. I memorize the lyrics. I decompose them. I translate them in my mind. I'm whispering them to myself the whole day.

The good thing is, I'm not really suffering as of right now. I don't have much trouble falling asleep and I still enjoy music as always.

But, yeah, I'm addicted. Having melodies and lyrics in your head at all times kinda sucks ass. Spending hours just listening to stuff also doesn't strike with me.

So, just for the sake of it, I won't be listening to music for the rest of the month, as I said. Just to see what happens (if happens at all)



Already having a hard time when hearing any melody playing. Instant reminder to mumble something.

Another annoying thing is... my characters. You see, a lot of organisations and characters from my universe were based on songs (either that, or I might've found fitting songs for some later on).

Pale Association? — When The Weak Go Marching In
Deuce Association? — Traffic Jam
Dante? — First Death
Lyra? — Through Me To You, DOKUZU

So, yeah. All the time I just have an urge to— to snap the sinew I want to get within you I want to scar the tissue butterfly and rectify you

To end the post, here are my favorites that you must listen to:

Mili — favorite Japanese band (favorite album: To Kill A Living Book)
Дайте танк (!) — favorite Russian band
Ferry — favorite vocaloid musician
Ado — favorite singer (shares the place with Mili's vocalist)

That's it. If you're reading this, you're probably insane (or genuinely interested in the topic ig)

My next objective is murdering "TikTok attention span" syndrome in me. Not once have I watched a TikTok, but YouTube's making me procrastinate so damn much. Skill issue tbh.

Аривидерчи ор смфн айдк

hm hm gave myself facial hair today 😌 used my mascara for it lmao

shoutout to every1 who signed this surprise bday card 4 me. big smooch on da cheek to these guys (left to right) girl_liker mcrjellyfish Jasmine_ fluffybootz Fiend liIy CactiFern and the biggest shoutout to Lebecco for organizing the card ;3

It is officially my birthday 🎂

shoutout to Lebecco for being the most amazing person in the world. Best birthday gift or gift in general I have ever received, I genuinely cried 😭 thank you Leb <3

don't let this trick you i'm actually an angel

i Love him (Saul Goodman)