probs going to go on a bit of hiatus.
haven't posted content in a long time, and creativity regarding this site has kind of run dry. not to mention that I'm busy with university.
you can still speak to me on Discord tho, tag is kayargienem#4401
hope everyone will be ok

apology for inactivity
I didn't think it would have gotten this bad.
I had lost friends and terrified strangers because of my rashness and my grudges. They saw me unleash all my hatred upon an innocent, who they did not know had an ugly history with myself.
But there was still one, the one I had known for the longest, who knew.
We both knew what I said/did was horrible and hard to forgive, but he still stood by my side. He wanted to restore my faith in myself - something he still had even after all of this. And I only pushed him away, thinking he hated me.
Now I'm not so sure.
I should have known that his life was already full of hardship, and thus not add fuel to the fire, and push him over the edge into oblivion.
And now I have no way to apologise to him, make it up to him, fix what I've broken, even if it can never be complete.
Because I am only human, and have no way of speaking to the dead.

I'm going to miss you forever. I hope you are in a better place now.
05/02/199? - 02/02/2022

my friend took me to build-a-bear today and I chose this beautiful Night Fury <3