I don't think i've had an enjoyable night of sleep since I got braces.
Even now, it's impossible to sleep comfortably with something covering your teeth, slightly pushing them back into a different place.
It's unfortunate that naps ruin my schedule because they are so much better than the 8 hours with retainers on crap.

my mom says I can't change the temperature because my clothing
But they wear pants and I'm always wearing shorts, and i wear hoodies shirtless so it shouldn't be that much worse for me than for them but it is...
i wake up in a puddle of sweat and even when i don't have any blanket or cover at all.
But it's only 78 degrees, what is wrong with me?
Why am I sweltering so much?

I’ve come to the conclusion that I really enjoy simple food

Things like saltines and pretzels I way prefer over most other snacks and the foods I think I could genuinely eat every day of my life are things like tuna or bananas or like egg salad sandwiches if we’re getting a little crazy

I don’t dislike flavorful food by any means it’s just I’m one of those freaks that could eat nothing but porridge and live a happy life in my little prison cell

CAEL BIRTHDAY!!!!

C3L3STIAL_CITY is such a great song. I used to be obsessed w it, forgot abt it for like a year, and now it’s on loop again

hey guys. Specifically my close friends (yk who u r) comment here or dm me if u want to see my latest film project (Close friends only Sorry) ^_^

please pray for my brother, he is in a lot of pain right now

I love spending 10 hours on a drawing only for it to not turn out well 🙃

I want to go to college but im stupid.

My teachers keep saying, "oh well you can't fall behind if u keep doing all your work",
when I have consistently fallen behind on math.

Even if u do the work, there are concepts that they will teach, assume you know, then develop those concepts by introducing more information about that subject on top of that.

But for me, there are times I fail to be able to remember the initial concept, thus causing me to not learn anything beyond that point in class. That is the definition of falling behind, leaving work unsubmitted is the *result* of that occurrence.

Also a teacher i'm working with said that a college student should be proactive about bringing tissue and the fact that i was simply discontent about having just sneezed in a class with NO TISSUES was somehow evidence of no college advocacy????

Literally went over to my chromebook and backpack to pick them up only for my backpack to drop all my snacks on the floor.
When I go to put my backpack down to pick them up and throw them away, my backpack and chromebook falls onto the floor.
They fell next to the seat with ants in it.

java tutorial creators are really good at not knowing what people who dont know java don't know

im literally reading this tutorial and it goes from == means equals, to
"private String getName() {
return this.name == null ? "default value"; : this.name;
}"in the literal next sentence.
wtf am i looking at? they can't just throw code at people who can't code and expect people to learn how to code from that code
every sentence before this made sense, and every sentence afterwards does not.
i have tried 9 tutorials and they all do this

if I was a song what song would I be? there is one correct answer and whoever guesses it gets a free edit from yours truly. hint: it’s in this playlist

as if things couldn't get any worse
suddenly there are ants in my school chair
crawling
i was sitting for like 15 minutes without noticing
there are probably ants
on me
why is this my life

i got benvolio lol, i feel like that's true tbh,

i asked my cares teacher about the smell in the class and he said i was just making excuses and was just choosing not to work

but then as soon as my counseler walks in they make fun of me for not advocating for myself when i clearly did

Guys it’s almost the exciting time of the year. Idk how to describe it but life gets better around this time ^_^

the server dev im working with sent a no context message saying "RIP [servername] network 4/28/2024"

if hes not trolling, this is the 6th server i have built on for hours and hours only for it to never even be seen by the public

why is my life this way

there are things that i need to talk about with someone now but i cant
im broken

i dont know what to do